SHOULD I GO PRIVATE!

I'm really beginning to think that i made the wrong move in letting this log go pulic. And i don't blame anyone but myself. Sometimes, i just can't understand what i'm doing~!

As most know, this blog was private for quite some time till i open it up to everyone and officially stopped blogging on "shalinluvvirgintoxic". And now, i'm regretting this decision.

This moron by the name of Alice, or whoever this Alice person is, she/he is pissing me off! LISTEN UP "ALICE"! This is no wonderland and i don't like playing mind games! SO I WOULD JUST ADVICE YOU TO SERIOUSLY "WALK AWAY"! (I'm being nice here by not using the f word) SO i would also appreciate if you can wise up a little and head my advice.

THANK YOU!

(Because i wanna be nice to "Alice" and to myself, i would skip the whole explanation part)
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On a more entertaining part, since i'm already blogging, shall fill in my weekly update!

Monday: Met up with Sophia and Vanns and went back to PL! And we ended up giving a prep talk about life after Sec school. Was quite lame but i think the juniors are seriously lucky cause in my time it was all the teachers doing the talking, and seriously, who cares what teachers think! They have a job, a career so they can keep talking, or at least that's my thought back then. After PL, i headed to bugis with Liying and had some awesome retail therapy! Dinner at NYDC, Dessert was FAB thou we were full, but "THERE'S ALWAYS ROOM FOR DESSERT!"

The next couple of days, - Tues and Wednesday were pretty much dull. Office, Project and more work! Met with Ivan (my cool dude supplier)! And now i have this one minute urge to try selling replica branded goods! I know dad would be so against it, but i think this would actually be a success. I mean i still have my investment savings since the manicure business didn't turn out well, so with this maybe i should.. YOU KNOW?! Then again, i wanna wait for my licence then it would be so convenient!

Thursday was driving and grocery shopping with Alastiar and Shine! Super funny! And i spend 4hrs in AMK! NO JOKE! 1 Hr+ by myself and the next 3hr+ with them at NTUC! And if you're wondering grocery shopping for what, well, would be over at Viola's place for Potluck tomorrow - Friday! (Thou i feel bad for only bringing cake and drink over:(

My weekends are already occupied! Saturday would be working in the morning, then cousin 18th in the evening. Sunday would be visiting my lovely God-Parents! Misss them sooo much! Only when they're away i feel something missing in me! Chessy but well, I LOVE THEM LOADS!

And lucky me (OR NOT) that they will be here when i sit for my TP! Hopefully, i can persuade dad that i can go on the road with a car and he'll skip the whole monitoring part! Pls Mr Santa, if you're reading this, can you make daddy get me a car this 19th bday?! But i want it early :) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Okie, it's freaking 4.30am and i gotta get up at 11am to prepare or else dearest shine and alastiar is going to kill me!

Later! xoxo
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I don't know if "you're" reading this, but i really don't know what happen between us, or should i say i wanna know what's going on your mind now. It's been a week since i last spoke to you. I think i also know some of the answers myself.. just that, i think sometimes, it's better like that. I don't know how to explain some things to you, but i do miss you BUT i don't regret doing/saying anything! And i'm sure i'm not going to use the excuse and say i was tired or stress thou i was cause it's not exactly it and neither or either your fault!
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