DAMN IT! My fucking twitter is shitty shit. It's not posting just my posts but every one's post. SCREWED BLOGGER AND TWITTER MUCH!

Anyways, it's 1.26am, and yesh, my time is also screwed on blogger. Just when i plan to keep this alive it wanna repel me.

This is going to be the last week of school before Semester 1 is completed :) looking heaps forward to it. Not the last week of course, nor the stressing 2 weeks of study nor the clashing of holiday season and exams BUT THE AFTER-EXAM ACTIVITIES!
Yaya, talk about Shalinda being hardworking, exam haven't over excited for post-exam. Oh wells, what else can i say.

Speaking of exams being clashed with the holidays sure gets me worked up. Seriously i don't know if MDIS is really stupid or just plain ignorant. I mean how can you put the exams in between the festive? My papers are like on the 21st, 23rd, 27th and the 29th. The first two papers before Christmas, and the next two before eve of new year! FUCTARD SHIT LOR! I can so imagine me being in shitty mood during that time, like when anyone were to ask me out and i'll say, sorry, i got to study, exam coming. Or perhaps even if i can take a break, there'll still be work at office to do. DAMN SHITTY!

That's why, i'm going to be Cinderella and work her ass out this whole month, and after the exam going to relax big big time! Going to tell dad also that starting from the 30th to the 8th of jan, i wanna take leave. I don't care where i'll be or what i'll be doing.. it'll just be holiday season for me. Going to plan my schedule well, going to find time for all those people i've yet to meet and definitely going to take some time-out for myself. I know i haven't told anyone anything, but i'm actually planning to go on a trip with myself. JUST ME,MYSELF AND I! I wanna do this before or after my genting trip with friends. Perhaps before would be good, clear my head and soul first and then go for a holiday, throw my unwanted part of me, and come back to singapore fully refresh! Though i haven't thought if this trip is going to be in Sing or perhaps Malaysia. I just need one day to myself. ONE FULL DAY!
I shall spend some thoughts on that and start planning.

Though i know exams are like less than 20days away, i'm still in the working slacking mood still. I go to work, come home, bum around, sleep at 4/5am, get up late for school, skip school and then office and the routine goes again. Today and tomorrow is econs, going to be more attentive during class. And then my weekends would be a refresh energy weekend. Booked facial and spa for myself on Sat, and then pedi/mani on Sunday, and then magg's bbq party at night. Not forgetting to put my hair in my list for this month.

Now i know it's kindda hard living on your own expense. Now that i'm working and not taking allowance from dad, i feel proud of myself but stingy at myself. Like there are days, good example yesterday when i saw this VAIO lappy i like and i wanted to call dad and ask him to transfer cash so i can get myself a lappy, but when i think about why can't i save and own it msyelf, i becoming independent and then when i'm home, i start grumbling why i didn't make that phone call. I'm sucha indecisive person, but then again, i really don't know how long my independent life can last for. I know people around me especially dad himself and mel and kath all feel like i can't be like my friends around living independently but i really want to, although the temptation are always high. Oh wells, just like Aaron said, take one step at a time, pretend you're having a quarrel with your dad, would you still ask.. i always keep this in my mind these days, that will stop me from asking. hahahaha!


Okay, i guess this updating is enough for the day. Will blog more soooon!



XOXO