I'M THE PAST,PRESENT AND FUTURE!

2010-04-19T22:47:00.001-07:00

The last time i blogged, was during study week and i recall how i was complaining about the exams and stuff. Now i'll be complaining, not about the exams nor school but it's the after school life. THE AFTER-SCHOOL BUMMING LIFE!

Seeing classmates go and look for jobs or some have already found, makes me feel like a total bummer. Thou i am working for dad, but the kick just isn't there kindda thing. It's the more relax sort. I can work from home or office and i guess he's too busy to observe that i'm on holiday therfore he doesn't ring me often. And due to that, office time for me is super flex. But what i want is a proper job. Something to get me busy. Then again, can i stay long is the question.

And then, there's thoughts about going back to school which obviously i know would be the best solution for a start. I'm actually thinking of changing school. I'm thinking of doing something out of the box. Fashion? I mean i know that was my first choice after sec school, but cause daddy didn't approve, but if i pay for my own education, what can he say. RIGHT?~?! But i have to be really serious about it first. ARGH, I'm so frickle that it's duper irritaing. DBT ME!

Last weekend caught up with the girls. Normal weekend thang, supper,durain,chit chat and home! Sadly and as usual kerrie didn't make it.

And then came my horrible weekday. Shane had another blow. This time more hard and serious. Which i guess i wouldn't wanna dwell on that.

This weekend which started yesterday has been goood. Had a little shopping spree..and caught IP Man 2! Fab loved!

This week would be a busy and fun one. Shane would be returning on Tuesday or Wednesday and then my shopping spree starts. 19 would be the official date i'm moving out. Which technically it's 18days away. :)

I do have other things on my mind to blog, but i'm feeling excited in moving on with my L word drama addiction. Which would leave me ending off here...

toodles!

PLEASE GO ON FASTER!

2010-04-06T04:59:00.000-07:00

Twitter is dying, i'll try to bring it back to life very sooon. Cause there is some problem from the twitter app on my phone, and i'm so lazy to fix it.

I wish i could use the same reason why my blog is dying, but, i think i'll think of a better statement to use. Seriously, i don't know if there is still people reading this blog of mine. In the past i don't blog, my tag-board would be flooded or people would ask me around and stuff, but in the past few months, not once has someone ask why my blog is dead.. So does that mean no one reads? Cause then i'll feel like a complete moron, talking to cyber world...

Well, UPDATE TIME!

- Exams are almost done and over with. Last paper this thursday. _l_
I've been slacking this term like mad. I hardly went to school, my assignments were all last minute work.. i played alot and during the whole exam week, i was practically slacking off every minute i had. The only time i start studying is perhaps a day before the paper, which i totally take less than 6hrs to really study.
F&B paper was mad, that one sure fail, if i do pass, then all i can say is, the marker was so in love with my handwriting..
Accounts paper, ain't that bad.. Not a C at least a D.
Comm was the only paper i did all 5 questions. AMAZING SHIAT!
And then there's Case studies which i haven't prepared anything.. but was told that the paper was tough :(

Student life is such hell! *After you minus those fun slacky time that is*!

These two weeks, dad haven't pester me with any office stuff. But i can tell his so awaiting the dismissal of exams. Forever asking me when i'm going to be done with exams...

Moving out from Braddell/Serangoon soooon. End of this month to be exact. Going to be an EAST-SIDE KIDDO! Well, not exactly east cause i'm like a 7mins drive to serangoon or braddell... but am just following the mrt line - PAYA LEBAR which happens to be green which also happens to be towards the east :) Good thing is i'm still central. 10mins drive to Sophia's place, 20mins to Madd and Kerrie and around 15mins to liying.. the only person who stays still as far would be the one and only jasmine lee. Then again, she's going to start work which equals to she not hanging at my place as often as she does.. so doesn't matter much.

I need a good great escape sooon. Somewhere near would also be fine. Thailand trip with classmates in progress. And looking forward to Clique photo shoot in August. And there's a trip back to Shanghai somewhere before June. I just want all these to arrive faster...

Pretty much, these are the updates. So far, nothing that exciting, unless we're talking about all my post-exam activities!! :)))))))

Phuture/Clarke Quay/Sentosa/PowerHouse...
Steammboat/BBQ/Potluck....
Shanghai/KL/Thailand...

<3!

P/S : I freaking hate study week cause i bum around and eat rubbish. Just today i finish 2 whole packet of Cranbury chocs all my myself. Satisfied at first and then guilty at last! FML!

2010-03-28T16:09:00.001-07:00

Sitting for a screw up paper in another 2hrs time! Thou i know i'm gonna screw the paper big time cause i know nuts, i've decided to try my luck and not be lazy :(

Plenty of things been happenin around, Girlfriends reuniting with boyfriends, close friends fighting over problems from the past, dad getting worked up for his big project, and besties getting so hyped up for me. Okay, the last one is definitly something i'll laugh my head off.

And then you have me, full of questions that i can't answer, full of doubt i can't figure and just my dang frickle mind.

I don't know what i'm doing here actually, or why i even wanted to blog, i just felt it, and now i'm feeling lost of words..

I don't know what i should do with you! Everyone makes it sound so easy.. should i just go all out to get to know you, or just leave things as it is..

2010-03-23T03:09:00.000-07:00

To an unproductive Monday :)

Seriously, i hate exam week, it gives me nothing but excusing myself from bed,tv and the net. I'm practically bumming around doing nothing, and coming to office at weird timing. And besides all the fuss about exams every one's having, my mind is on what i should be doing for the weekend! FML! Ever since Sophia and i was talking about Wednesday ladies night, i can't help convincing myself with all the wrong reasons to go! = FML X2. And everytime i think of my Saturday paper, i panic for less than 10mins and then go on bumming. Seriously.. FML X456789345678!

Updates :

Weekend was pretty much dull.

Friday was with the usuals. Was suppose to head to ECP to have steamboat but ended up having it in bugis. I left early as i was out that entire week till late and didn't want dad to start on his radio..

Saturday was with the class. Not many turned up, but enouugh to have fun :), shine and co was highly high. And jas came with us, yeah her ever first time on the dance floor and first time she came out of her box. To summarize, Rebel music was such turn off, i wonder why they've change so much.. ZOUK AND PHUTURE STILL MY ♥! Missing powerhouse a little now.. and all in all, my classmates are just mad! ♥♥♥

Sunday was just nau-ing all day. And then off to Jiawei's place for his surprise bday. Stupid Eric told me only 4 peope on his side, but ended up having 11.. was pretty much just that.. nothing interesting.

Yesterday was out with Sophia. Also nothing much, just our usual thang.

and then today, my super bumming around day!

I think i've convince myself enough, i shall concentrate on Saturday's paper, do my notes for Monday and if i'm done.. i shall head to Zouk with the rest this weekend. OMG, I'm sucha genius!

"I've been on a calendar, but never on time."

2010-03-15T23:49:00.000-07:00

"I've been on a calendar, but never on time."

Hello everyone, yesh, this blog is dying just like the others i used to have:( Oh well, i blame no one, but myself, or at least the bad time management i have. Honestly, i wouldn't consider myself too free these past 2 weeks, but neither would i say, i'm damn busy and don't have the time to blog. Well, even if i should help myself lie, i think the fact that i ain't even twittering with my GPRS would not be helping.

These past 2 weeks have been good around friends, tired around office, stressed around school with presentations and assignments and definitely bad aura between me and dad!

The month of march is definitly not a goood one either.

Shane got hit a couple of times, but nothing damn major. Dad helped me with the damages here and there..

School was all about assignments and presentation. Finallly, it's all over, but next week would be the start of new nightmares - EXAMS PREPARATION AND THE EXAMS ITSELF!
I guess, it would also be the time where we'll all say bye as classmates and leave the 4 walls we once studied together. Not long, but at least 6 solid everyday times! Looking forward to some good club session this weekend and some last study bonding time and then followed by a nice good holiday with classmates :)

Work is just shit! IT'S JUST ALL SHIT! I'm back into

"I don't know who invented high heels, but all women owe him a lot!"

2010-02-26T10:45:00.000-08:00

HELLLO SATURDAY!

I know it has been a week since i last blog, but i hve every reasons for it!

20th Feb : CNY Dinner at Sophia's place!
Was good, just the usual us, new recruiter - Ben.. the rest were the normal same peeps. So, basically it was a night of food and liquor and what's CNY without Poker and Majong.. Sadly madd was out of town or it would have been full attendance. Still looking to that day! HOPEFULLLY SOMETIME SOOON!!!!

And then the next few days were driving and driving and not forgetting endless nervous-ment for TP. AND THENNNNN...

THE NEXT BIG DAY------

24th Feb : TP DAY!
I woke up late, was late for my warmup, thanks to stupid comfort delgro who send my booking taxi to Far East Plaza instead of my house, which caused me to wait for 15Min's and even so was late. During warm-up, i screwed it up! Hit curb, role slope, bad crank course..etc.. BUT When it came to TP, i paid extra care and was more focus which scored me 10 points :) So happy i passed it, kept having panic attack that night before and hours before.. GEEZ!
Then met dad for lunch and he gave me a surprise by bringing me to the automobile carmart, there my eyes met him! Name is SHANE! And i felt in love with him.. in love with his interior!
Shane is my latest love of all, its a SUZUKI SWIFT and i owe it soo much to dad to get me a car, after all those xiao jie pi qi.. haha!

25th Feb :
Went to school, got my car, my first passenger a.k.a cum teacher Sophia accompanied me almost the whole afternoon. From doing my GPS and checking my filter and so on.. drove to town (WHICH I HATED ALOT! I HATE TOWN, IT'S UTTER SUICIDAL! IT'S EITHER THE ERP KILLS ME OR THE OTHER DRIVERS) After town, met uncle and went to get the car blessed. Then did errands and back home.

26th Feb :
Drove to school, then office then home!

Tonight will be ZOUK NIGHT! Ilham's going in for NS so we're having the last party before he enters hell doom!

And i'm getting sick of this blog!

I'm still in the GONG XI FA CAI MOOOOD! SHUCKS......

2010-02-18T07:11:00.000-08:00

HELLLO EVERYONE!

I'm back AGAIN.. Recently have been very hardworking on my blog as all can tell.. and there's a reason behind it - cause i know you people, my lovely mates out there are stalking me.. AND I LIKE THAT! HAHHAHAHAHA! SO, I've been a very good idol and dilgently letting you people stalk the best out of me :)

So, Chinese New Year season holiday is now gone.. can't believe that bloody 4 days of enjoyment went just like that..*poof*! But like they say, enjoyment always last shorter than our boring norm days! HOW SO TRUE!

Let's break down my Chinese New Year holiday in the most smiplefied way - THE BEST OF THE MANY MANY YEARS I HAD!

Friday was out with xiao yi, had our girly catch up talk <3!
Saturday was out at Gan Die's side, had reunion dinner and then Sunday and Monday was non-stop house visiting! Tuesday was a rest, went to the airport around 7.30am to send Gan Ma, Benny and Family off back to shanghai.. I MISS GAN MA BADLY THOU :(
And then was home slacking my time away.

Wednesday which was yesterday was over at Jiawei's place with Jas and Joel working on our project. And out of the 6hrs we were there, only 3-4hrs of effort was put in.. all was just copy and paste and last min editing at night and the next day which is today.
All of us cabbed to school and then presentation time! LOVE MY LOVELY LATE CLASSMATES :D Because not many people was in class, so as we presented we didn't really feel all nervous and stuff. PHEW*

Went back to office in the afternoon and then driving.. Yeah, nothing much besides my exciting and your boring life i have..

Let's talk about things that i'm excited and already am excited about.... this week

1) MY CHANEL SLIM IS NOW IN MY POCESSION! WAHAHAHHAHA!
Thou, it may be 2nd hand, but so what? I bought it with my own cash! HELLLO, REPEAT - OWN CASH, NO DADDY/MUMMY MONEYYY... IT'S MINEEEEEEE! Thou, i got back up funds which is my ang bao money lah :) BUT STILL, goood shit to me.
Now, with Chanel adding to my collection.. truly am satisfied :)

2) I'M MEEETING UP WITH MY LOVES ON SATURDAY AT SOPHIA'S PLACE! Hopefully, everyone would turn up and not put me on aeroplane.. and of course, we need to take some nice clique pics!!!! Ages since we had one!

3) 5 days! (If you guys are my faithful readers, you would know what this 5 days is to)

I do have things i wanna blog about chinese new year, but i don't think i can now, my eyes are freaking closing.. sorry people! Will edit this sometime soooon....

xoxo

WELCOME FRIDAY! A LONG WEEKEND :)

2010-02-11T22:10:00.000-08:00

You guys are so in for a treat! HAHA! I decided to blog cause i know the next blogging would be a long awaited one :)

So, it's friday today, and also the longest weekend this year. I reallly hope Chinese New Year would be fun this year thou Gan Ma and Gan Die and everyone are going back to Shanghai sooon. HAIZ! Thank God, i still have xiao yi around, one supporter for TP! I really don't know my programmes for this chinese new year, only that i would be staying over at Ah Ma's place today till Monday.

Yesterday driving was mad frightening! Did parking and boy can i PARK NOT! I use to give my friends direction and use to think how it's so easy to park and why people or especially girls, can't park well.. i guess now i just have to keep my mouth shut cause i'm now one of them!
Did my nails yesterday, this was also bad, i spend $54 doing International. I'm quite satisfied lah, especially my mani. I just realise i don't have enough clothes bought for Chinese New year.. Tina said i don't need, just empty my wardrobe and find those pieces of clothes that i buy but have not worn it, and true enough, i've got tons!

Looks like before i move out, i'm going to have a sale for all my never wear before tops!

What else is there to blog.. ohhhh! FUCK MY LIFE! - I've got communication presentation next thursday and you know what, my group is so not prepared! Nothing is done. GOOD LUCK ME!

Well, i guess that's all i wanna say, what a boring boring post!

SOMETHING NOT BORING - MY CHANEL CLASSIC SLIM IS COMING! GOING TO GET IT THIS WEEKEND :)

I'M A BLESSED CHILD AND I WANT TO STAY THIS WAY TILL I DIE!!!!

2010-02-09T12:46:00.000-08:00

I HOPE DAD'S IN THIS TIME! I'M DOING RESEARCH ON MY TOP FAVOURITE CARS!

I LOVE THE KIA PICANTO. BUT THAT CUTE AND STUPID THING ISN'T 1.4 OR ABOVE!

I'M NOW INTO SUZUKI SWIFT AND MAZDA!

ARRGHH, AM ALL EXCITED BUT NO LICENCE YET! WTF!!

BEAUTY OR BRAINS?
MONEY OR LOVE?
HEART OR HEAD?

For me, speaking as a woman...

BRAINS THAN BEAUTY, thou both are important but if i can choose, i'll choose brain. CAUSE, with plastic surgeons like Ray why need beauty. But no matter what you do, there's certainly no brain doctor that can eject working cells in your head.

MONEY THAN LOVE! Hello, this is the 21st century and this is Shalinda. I never believe in LOVE exactly. Love isn't something that can satisfy me my whole life, MONEY CAN! And with money, Love comes..

HEAD THAN HEART! This one no need to think, since when will i use my heart to think? NEVER AT ALL! I'm a head person. If i see a poor child or something on the road, it's my head that goes - DO THE RIGHT THING and not my heart that would actually go.. AWWW!

If you're wondering why i did this, cause i came across some website that was asking people these questions, so as KPO as i am, i went around asking people.. HAHAHAHA!

I don't know why i'm blogging today. Jus the feeling of typing i guess. AND YAHOOOO, NO SCHOOL TOMORROW OR SHOULD I SAY TODAY! But there's a dinner with Gan ma and co. Early cny dinner gathering :)

See you guys soooon!

P/S : I smell YSL COMING, I SMELL LV COMING! AND HOPEFULLY I SMELL A NEW CAR AND A HOUSE! hahahahahahahah!

yet another mad and hectic day!

2010-02-08T05:01:00.000-08:00

MY WEEKENDS WERE AWESOMELY FABULOUS GOOOOD!

Friday - Potluck with MDIS Co at Viola's place! Thou was simple but was good. Our usual bitching and crazy company entertainment from the wonderful numbers - Shine and Alastiar never fail to put laughters in us :) Went for Mid-night movie - 14 Blades with Shine, Viola and Kayden. The rest couldn't join us :(
Cabbed home and just fell to LALA LAND STRAIGHT! Boy, was i tired!

Saturday : Work in the morning. Had a small meeting and then rush home to follow up on my sleep. And if you're thinking what a sleeping beauty i am, that's because by the time i reach home after the movie, showered and all, was already 3+, and i woke up at freaking 9am~! Not to say my previous night was spent at Supperclub with Karen and gang! My lovely childhood sweethearts!!
Anyways, after the short nap, woke up at 3pm, started preparing and it took me god damn 3hrs to get ready, left my house only at 6pm to grandma's! Was already late for the birthday cake cutting, but oh wells,.. did some catching up with cousins and aunties and then had a last minute plan to follow mum and my 2 lovely aunties to club! I miss those times, when mum would bring me with her to club and how she'll sneak me in, thou the bouncer know i was not of age.. hahahaha~!

Partied till 6am and boy was both my aunt "HIGH"! SUPER HILARIOUS! Reached home around 7 cause we couldn't get a cab! Clarke Quay was pack like shit! Freshen up and back to dreamland!

Sunday : Woke up at 2pm, and accompanied dad to see the new house. Well, excited am i, but i hate to pack up and unpack! Aiyah, i HATE MOVING! But thank god, nothing much to bring since we're going to get all the furnitures and stuff new!

A little inside good news - When we were at the new place, i sunddenly felt why the car porch became bigger and dad replied was - Big enough to fit 2 cars right? One big car, one small car~! My face was like #$%^&*! AND then he ask, can pass not? And i nodded my head like a dongdong!
So, please SHALINDA, PLEASEEEE! Passsssssssss!

Today was the most tiring day! Woke up and went to school! - FINALLLLY! After school, had driving, from 12.45pm to 4.15pm! NO JOKE AH! Up and down slope, directional change, S and Crank course! All that includes loads of footwork can already.. Almost had a cripple leg sia!

But the thought of me passing my licence - ALL WILL BE FULFILLING! SO JUST PRESERVERE LOR!

My sore throat is killing me day by day! OOOHHHHH.. ANDDDD I'm getting my FIRST YSL bag sooon! Shernice is coming back with dad this week so... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! And thanks daddy! I LOVE LUB YOU!

Okay, i think i better end of here. Loads to prepare now! Looking forward to Wednesday - REUNION DINNER WITH GAN MA AND FAMILY!!!!!

SHOULD I GO PRIVATE!

2010-02-04T12:02:00.001-08:00

I'm really beginning to think that i made the wrong move in letting this log go pulic. And i don't blame anyone but myself. Sometimes, i just can't understand what i'm doing~!

As most know, this blog was private for quite some time till i open it up to everyone and officially stopped blogging on "shalinluvvirgintoxic". And now, i'm regretting this decision.

This moron by the name of Alice, or whoever this Alice person is, she/he is pissing me off! LISTEN UP "ALICE"! This is no wonderland and i don't like playing mind games! SO I WOULD JUST ADVICE YOU TO SERIOUSLY "WALK AWAY"! (I'm being nice here by not using the f word) SO i would also appreciate if you can wise up a little and head my advice.

THANK YOU!

(Because i wanna be nice to "Alice" and to myself, i would skip the whole explanation part)
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On a more entertaining part, since i'm already blogging, shall fill in my weekly update!

Monday: Met up with Sophia and Vanns and went back to PL! And we ended up giving a prep talk about life after Sec school. Was quite lame but i think the juniors are seriously lucky cause in my time it was all the teachers doing the talking, and seriously, who cares what teachers think! They have a job, a career so they can keep talking, or at least that's my thought back then. After PL, i headed to bugis with Liying and had some awesome retail therapy! Dinner at NYDC, Dessert was FAB thou we were full, but "THERE'S ALWAYS ROOM FOR DESSERT!"

The next couple of days, - Tues and Wednesday were pretty much dull. Office, Project and more work! Met with Ivan (my cool dude supplier)! And now i have this one minute urge to try selling replica branded goods! I know dad would be so against it, but i think this would actually be a success. I mean i still have my investment savings since the manicure business didn't turn out well, so with this maybe i should.. YOU KNOW?! Then again, i wanna wait for my licence then it would be so convenient!

Thursday was driving and grocery shopping with Alastiar and Shine! Super funny! And i spend 4hrs in AMK! NO JOKE! 1 Hr+ by myself and the next 3hr+ with them at NTUC! And if you're wondering grocery shopping for what, well, would be over at Viola's place for Potluck tomorrow - Friday! (Thou i feel bad for only bringing cake and drink over:(

My weekends are already occupied! Saturday would be working in the morning, then cousin 18th in the evening. Sunday would be visiting my lovely God-Parents! Misss them sooo much! Only when they're away i feel something missing in me! Chessy but well, I LOVE THEM LOADS!

And lucky me (OR NOT) that they will be here when i sit for my TP! Hopefully, i can persuade dad that i can go on the road with a car and he'll skip the whole monitoring part! Pls Mr Santa, if you're reading this, can you make daddy get me a car this 19th bday?! But i want it early :) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Okie, it's freaking 4.30am and i gotta get up at 11am to prepare or else dearest shine and alastiar is going to kill me!

Later! xoxo
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I don't know if "you're" reading this, but i really don't know what happen between us, or should i say i wanna know what's going on your mind now. It's been a week since i last spoke to you. I think i also know some of the answers myself.. just that, i think sometimes, it's better like that. I don't know how to explain some things to you, but i do miss you BUT i don't regret doing/saying anything! And i'm sure i'm not going to use the excuse and say i was tired or stress thou i was cause it's not exactly it and neither or either your fault!
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I'm so curious about the human mind. I need answers!

2010-01-26T09:02:00.000-08:00

This week has seriously been hactic and yet slacky! Hectic cause of work and i'm stressing about my driving! Slacky cause i didn't go to school the whole entire week! Wondering how i'm going to pass thru my empty attendance boxes! FML!

Few interesting things that happen this week is that i manage to settle all unfinish business at work so i'm now into the whole CNY mood already! REALLY I AM! But yet again, i don't wanna look forward to much cause there's always bound to be disappointment whenever i look forward to something so much! ALWAYS!

My weekends was the best of the best! Nothing better than hanging out with close friends!

Friday : Went for driving, manage to clear 3 more test routes, would be starting on module 3 pretty sooon. After driving, met Kerrie and Jas at town. Got our nails done, and then walked around! Then kerrie left and jas and myself went to shop for Sophia's housewarming gift. Decided something ideal like a standing fan and terquilas shots glasses. After which, went home!

Saturday : Maddy being the sweetest of all gave me a ride to Sophia's. And then 4 bimbos tried installing the fan. Was pretty fun thou, and we manange to get it done! And then the party started, pretty fun. Around 3am+, haizzel drove Sophia, Ahmad and myself for supper at Changi. And then he drove sophia and myself back to Sophia's place. I stayed overnight. We had the mini girl talk and before we knew it, we were already sleeping soundly!

Sunday : Woke up, had lunch with Sophia. And then slacked till haizzel came to pick her and i went home. Slept my whole afternoon and woke up at 10pm. And now, officially spending the night! I'm so intending to stay up the whole night so that i won't e missing school.

Going to PL with Vanns and Sophia tomorrow. AGAIN! I'm so not exactly excited but kath is damn excited for God knows why!

This week is going to be busy with projects and then i'm looking forward to Saturday cause Gan Ma would be back to Sin!!!! whooo hooooo!

Would blog more sooon. I'm so happening on Twitter and will be more once my Broadband on mobile comes!

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS!

2010-01-25T03:58:00.000-08:00

We're all growing up so fast that i'm scared many things would change!

Helllooo everyone!
I know this blog is dying yet again. Seriously, i'm starting to question myself why do i have blog in the first place. LIKE SERIOUSLY!!! I hardly keep up with it, and i'm forever lazy to update pictures on it. AND the most annoying point is that BLOGGER is sucha bitch!

The only time i come here is when i do blog reading and have the sudden urge to update the space here, or when i have something so interesting that if i don't share i'll feel sinful - to myself of course. Enough of crap shit..

The last time i blog was about Genting. And i think i mention that it was FUN, so yet again i'll still stick to it and say that it was really amazing frigging fun! This Genting trip brought some of us closer together, we got over some miscommunictaion and i think things are looking brighter as before. Never expected that the people i once label as "caual classmates" are now "friends"! Friends that i'm now hanging around, something which i'll never expect from the start.

This Genting trip was indeed fun and memorable. Especially the last night - ZOUK NIGHT! We went madly high, everyone started doing weird shit and i bet everyone had a great laugh session. Even after the trip till now, the thought still lingers in each one of us :)

*I'll not be uploading any photos, NOT because i don't want to but Blogger is a bitch and it takes centuries to upload just ONE photo. SOO, if you want to see, please look up my facebook. It's all up there!*

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The next day, we had 4e1 class gathering. Going back to PL was fun, memories of all the stuff we use to do. Seriously, i miss them mad! I can proudly say that the friends i make in PL are definitly one that i wanna hang on to! After PL, we headed to town, had lunch and then our usual hang around. Great day!
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Then school started. Till exactly today it's been the third week since school started and i think out of this 11 days, i've been to school only about 5 times. Yesh, that's how bad it is. Not because i'm always working but because i'm freaking plain lazy to get out of bed. My 5mins always end up 50 mins later which then i'll tell myself not to waste the ride down and just sleep on. SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME! I need like a personal assistant as before. Someone like Michelle! Lessons this term are modules, i've never cover in business before, except for accounting and communication.
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We were suppose to have class outing last friday at Sentosa. But due to the bad weather plan was changed. In the end, it was at Alastiar's place. Great fun still though! And a last minute plan to hit St James! Heels that day was killing me, something that i don't have a problem of, and when i went home, i found out why, cause the sole of my feet had a brister. That's why it was so painful!
Reached home around 4am, slept for 5hours and then headed to work! I almost died of exhaustion! Legs was killing me, my throat was dry and eyes was so not helping. Thank God i survived the four hours! Reached home and went straight to bed! Woke up the next day.

Sunday was spend slacking at home. Caught my unfinish Taiwan drama - MOMO LOVE. And then maddy came to pick me up with kerrie. Went over to Sophia's new place. If only liying could make it we would have full attendance. I guess it's really getting harder for all to make it together! Really miss those steamboat and bbq we had at Sophia's place back those days. All the catch-up, bitching and girlie stuff we use to do! Like how my header reads : "we'll all growing up so fast that i'm scared many things would change"!
Seriously, I AM! This friendship that the 6 of us share, ain't like many! We have the typical Gossip Girl friendship! Our bitch-slapping each other was much worst compare to the ones you see Blair and Serena having. We had the major ups and downs. The forever on and off friendship. The subtraction of 8-2 which gives us the ultimate 6 now and surely the many memories we share both good and bad!

Time to time, i get comment from people envying us of our friendship. They would comment on how we still gather and meet and stay bonded while others or themselves pratically don't keep in contact with theirs and stuff, then again, no one understands that inside all of us, i'm sure we're all guessing how long can we seriously really last TOGETRHER! Would there come a day that we'll still be subtracting and at the end when we hit our 20s, we'll probably be lefft as maybe 4 or 3 or 2 or maybe pratically not even in contact with all?!

Thou i know the girls are not aware of this blog, BUT if ever would they read this, -->Sophia, Madeline, Liying, Jasmine, Kerrie!

I really want to thank you girls from the bottom of my heart for everything. Thou we still will have our up and down moments with each other, and fights here and there.. i don't want us ever to be separated! We saw each other thru till Secondary school, till after graduation, now some to working world and this MUST CONTINUE! Till, we each get married, have kids and even grandkids! (Thou you can leave me out in the kids and grand-kids part :)
So, no matter how busy you guys get, or how upsetting your day might be, or if a moron broke your heart, I WANT YOU GIRLS TO KNOW THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE RIGHT HERE!

That's all i have to say to my besties! And also i think I've come to an end for this post! Long enough to cover the next week should i not blog.

Updates this week : PAY-DAY!! AND SOPHIA'S HOUSEWARMING PARTY!

AND NOT FORGETTING CHINESE NEW YEAR ON THE WAYYYYYY AND THOSE FUCKARDS PROJECTS THAT'S OUT TO GET MY LIFE!!

2010-01-10T09:58:00.001-08:00

I'm 11 days late in wishing all my friends and readers a very belated "HAPPPY NEW YEAR"!

These 11 days after 2009 have pretty much been very good! And i mean VERY! Had a good, short getaway to Genting with classmates during the 4th to the 7th of Jan. And had a awesome catch-up session with 4e1's on the 8th! Well, these were sufficient enough to make up to my dull countdown which was cause by me being sick. So, plans to head to Sentosa with Sophia and co was cancelled and i stayed in bed text massaging to all my love ones! :)
Good enough, i had family countdown so hopefully 2010 would make me more family oriented.

I have loads of goals for 2010, just the same as it was for 2009. But sadly, i can't remember what they were besides having a badass sweet 18! Which i did get it in the end, with the love of my girls :) So, as for 2010, i shall just make it simple for me to remember, which i think they are.

Top on my list would be...

1) PASS MY FREAKING TP ON FIRST ATTEMPT
Followed by which
2) A CAR! ( I know i would love proche as much as anyone, but i shall not ask for something i can't keep up or maintain, so to start small just a normal one would do)
3) Would love to go on a holiday with the girls. ( We've been talking ever since in secondary school but no action, so hopefully we will.
4) Get my dip for both my Business and Tourism by the end of this year.
5) Wanna start a small business on my own, not necessary be on clothes or currency, something else to play hands for.

And lastly, all my wishes/prayers to be answered!

OHHHHH.. AND LASTLY OF LASTLY, EVERYONE I LOVE TO BE WELL AND HEALTHY, TO STAY TOGETHER AND CONTINUE TO BE AROUND ME!

P/S : Thou this isn't important, but if God is reading this, or people of God is.. whatever the case, could you send someone like Chun down for me! I wanna meet my prince soon. It's getting quite of dull in my life, but please no assholes! Met too many within the years :)

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School is tomorrow, or should i say Back to school tomorrow! The crap shit thing is that i'm not schedule to be in the same class as the rest which is fucking annoying given that i sent in my appeal twice already~! Shall just make my way to school tomorrow to clear this up.

I haven't seen dad in like a week exactly! Like we spoke on the phone, but i haven't seen him at all! Like no face to face contact. Not that we don't pass each other or anything, just that i feel like i should avoid him for the moment. Anyways, should be coming to him very sooon cause i'm getting cashless and i mean CASHLESS! I swipe my card in Malaysia i think 3-4 times and that left a big hole in it! I wonder what's going to happen when he sees the statement of his card.. *i'm seriously quite scared of how to answer*! When i was shopping, it didn't occur to me, after i came back then it did! WHY ARE HUMANS LIKE THAT?! OR WHY AM I LIKE THAT?!

OHHHH... ANDDDDD, IN MALAYSIA, while shopping, i went to their "metro", which is also known as "metrorayan" and saw their boutique collection of : "BENEDETTI POLO"! Seriously, i know this brand isn't heard by many but they have very CHIO bags in the UK! And when i mean chio is super chio! Those found online ain't very chio, you have to go down to UK to actually see the bag thou i still don't know exactly where they were made from. So anyways, the bags was on a 70% year sale for year end and additional 50% if you were a card holder. Well, i guess the sales lady knew i wasn't Malaysians so why would i have their card and stuff, and cause i could speak chinese.. she gave me the 50%! IT WAS JUST WHOOLALALLA! I love my bag crazy! Or maybe until i get another bag! WOMAN~WOMAN!

Okay, i guess the next time i blog, i shall elaborate more on my genting trip as it's 2.30am and i'm still awake which i have to wake up by 6!

xoxo

I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER! ONLY HIM I WOULDN'T MIND TURNING A BLIND EYE!

2009-12-30T08:45:00.000-08:00

BORED TO THE MAX AT LAN!

That's right, you read it right.. I'm now at LAN at Clarke Quay Safra building! FREAKSHOW I MUST SAY! Tonight has been one of those nights that you wishes it came faster and when it came, all the plans made was screwed! Seriously. it's just fuckshit!

Today is like the eve of the new year and here am i spending my time at the LAN shop, facebooking, twittering, emailing and now BLOGGING! Whhennn, for Christ sake, have bloody laptop at home. Well, let's back track and see how i landed myself here.. When my initially plan was to go clubbing with Shine and co.
Shine told me about the clubbing plan last week even before we sat for our first paper, back then i was already excited, gearing for the exams to be over and holiday to kick in. And then shine had to had chicken pox of all time and had to be quarantine.. well, obviously! And sooo happen that dearest Skye Chan made his debut announcement that he was stopping school for goood.. so we all decided that instead of clubbing we should head down to his pub to give him a little surprise.

So, after today's paper, which is also the last paper - BUSINESS MANAGEMENT, which also is FML paper ended, we went over to ION for lunch.. "Kanglin, Ken, Alastiar, Jiawei, Jasmine, Bridget, Wilson and myself - FISH AND CO. After lunch, it was window sinful shopping which kindda made me excited. Bought few dresses from Cotton On and leggings from Uni-Qlo.. and then off to Far East to get our nails done. After nails, we had dinner at Far East and then met Marilyn and off we went to Skye's pub. There were interesting and boring moments.. but it all ended way to early to go home so we went for supper,- Alastiar, Louis, Kaden, Kanglin and her bf. And after a nice sinful supper i'm here at LAN blogging..

NOW, This freaking post sounds like a diary journal of the day today, but i tell you when you're bored shit, you just wanna spend boredom doing shitty boredom stuff.. and if you can tell, i'm falling in love with the keyboard.. it's so nice to type that i don't know where or when to stop.

Well, enough about my day... I've decided that from now on, I'll try not to look forward to something to much, then maybe it would go smoothly. SOOOO, i don't care Genting trip.. i'm just going to let nature take it's course :)

I guess, i shall continue my facebooking now!

2009-12-27T10:02:00.000-08:00

MERRRY CHRISTMAS TO ALLLLL!

I'm back alive or at least STILL ALIVE! Exams fever was on since last week, well, won't exactly call it a fever for me, cause i was always studying last minute.. and still doing it for the next two. Anyways, all these would be ending this Wednesday!

My standard good news updations :

THE FIRST AND FOREMOST WOULD DEFINITLY BE.. ME GETTING A PROMOTION IN OFFICE.. Apprently dad would be annoucing it this week on the Board meeting :) EXCITED TO THE MAX! Well, cause dad didn't tell me about it, i kindda oversee the minutes to meeting file and was totally shock myself.. will be updating on that sooon after the meeting :)

Next would be PARTY PARTY AFTER THE LAST PAPER which is the 30th.. would be clubbing with my classclubmates! Then the 31st would be with the girls and co. My 1st and 2nd Dec would be Family day, the 3rd would be arranging the kids for school and the 4th it's bye bye Singapore and HELLO GENTING! Would be back on the 7th and then there's 4E1 class reunion dinner on the 8th.. and obviously back to school on the 11th.

GOOD SHIOK 2 WEEKS TO LOOK FORWARD TO!

Well, i know these update is pretty short, but i gotta get back to Studies.. would be updating more soooon! Seeeeya!

2009-12-14T06:55:00.000-08:00

HELLLLLOOOOOO EVERYYONE!

Firstly, let me proudly annouce that i was in a very Fucked-up mood today. I had a slight quarrel with MEL for taking my phone charger, then was alright after i went to office. I even made a new friend, name is Justin and his just 11. HAHAHAHAH! My office bestfriend. Super cute (Shall come back to that later), then after that was nightmare. SO MANY PLANS SCREWED UP! OHHH. after office in the afternoon i went for driving. And just cabbing from Sebawang to Paya Lebar cost me freaking 17 bucks. NO PEAK HOUR HOR! Sibei EX LOR! THENNNN.. during driving, countless calls and messages came in which made me loose concentration when driving hence getting scolded by the instructor for not paying attention. After driving back to office again, settled some stuff and then now.. finally free so sufing and blogging.

And just for announcement sake - HAHAHHAHAHA! I.... GOT MY VERY OWN OFFICE ROOOM! WAHAHAHA! YESH.YESH. Though my office room was the BEFORE CONFERENCE ROOM but.. who cares, i get my own office room, office table, and own space. No need share office with dad, though my chair and table not big like his. And today was actually asking the staff when my namecard coming in.. and my post would be "MDD" - Managing Director Daughter... HHAHAHAHA! Cute boh?!

And about the new friend i made today - Justin is his name.. I was out to buy lunch with Yvonne when we were walking back to office we spotted a young boy outside the office talking to Jessiy (One of my staff), and he was happily talking so we thought she knew him and when we ask her she said no.. and this cute boy was outside the office talking non-stop to us. He even ask for my Facebook account. HAHAHAH! *SHY* He was really cute, best part of all, he wanted to follow me to driving. So this cute friend is now offically my office friend :)

I would so like to go on and rat about my nightmare horror today, but i think i shall skip it. Anyways, i think for now, problem is kind of solve.. hopefully it'll stay that way.

This week is STUDY WEEK and i don't feel like i'm studying.. seriously i can study in office also, cause i've got a set of Textbooks here.. but everytime i'm in office, work is all i can think of. And when i go out to study, mood can get off. I wanna go to BGFF club to study.. freaking quiet. I went there with her last Sun, very good place.. but she's working and i can't go there myself. DAMN!
My country club is so far, KAPPEL.. and no proper study buddy...

And as some know, i found a new buddy. THING IS, people, Brendan a.k.a GF is still my buddy but his now busy and only part-time there for me.. but no matter what, he still is. JW is just a buddy that i'm in contact with now, so naturally his closer lahh.. but who says one can only have one buddy right. AND i'm thankful for 3! All at different age. Brendan is the more senior one at 22, Aaron at 20 and JW at 18. Remind me again, what am i emphasing? So random.. but the brendan thing is just to clarify.. And speaking of which, another random thing, all three are Aries. That's why a libra and a Aries has such good friendship. But put us together as couple *pukes*, HELL NEVER! We can be friends, good buddy buddy friends but no more than that. And SERIOUSLY, just mind my randomness. Only some will read and understand this post, those innocent ones, don't mind this, those guilty of saying things then hopefully these will shut you up!

Well, sooo.. it's 11.41pm now, and i think i'm going to pack up and try to leave before the mid-night surcharge.. sooo, i'll stop here and contiune again!

Seeya!

2009-12-09T09:35:00.000-08:00

DAMN IT! My fucking twitter is shitty shit. It's not posting just my posts but every one's post. SCREWED BLOGGER AND TWITTER MUCH!

Anyways, it's 1.26am, and yesh, my time is also screwed on blogger. Just when i plan to keep this alive it wanna repel me.

This is going to be the last week of school before Semester 1 is completed :) looking heaps forward to it. Not the last week of course, nor the stressing 2 weeks of study nor the clashing of holiday season and exams BUT THE AFTER-EXAM ACTIVITIES!
Yaya, talk about Shalinda being hardworking, exam haven't over excited for post-exam. Oh wells, what else can i say.

Speaking of exams being clashed with the holidays sure gets me worked up. Seriously i don't know if MDIS is really stupid or just plain ignorant. I mean how can you put the exams in between the festive? My papers are like on the 21st, 23rd, 27th and the 29th. The first two papers before Christmas, and the next two before eve of new year! FUCTARD SHIT LOR! I can so imagine me being in shitty mood during that time, like when anyone were to ask me out and i'll say, sorry, i got to study, exam coming. Or perhaps even if i can take a break, there'll still be work at office to do. DAMN SHITTY!

That's why, i'm going to be Cinderella and work her ass out this whole month, and after the exam going to relax big big time! Going to tell dad also that starting from the 30th to the 8th of jan, i wanna take leave. I don't care where i'll be or what i'll be doing.. it'll just be holiday season for me. Going to plan my schedule well, going to find time for all those people i've yet to meet and definitely going to take some time-out for myself. I know i haven't told anyone anything, but i'm actually planning to go on a trip with myself. JUST ME,MYSELF AND I! I wanna do this before or after my genting trip with friends. Perhaps before would be good, clear my head and soul first and then go for a holiday, throw my unwanted part of me, and come back to singapore fully refresh! Though i haven't thought if this trip is going to be in Sing or perhaps Malaysia. I just need one day to myself. ONE FULL DAY!
I shall spend some thoughts on that and start planning.

Though i know exams are like less than 20days away, i'm still in the working slacking mood still. I go to work, come home, bum around, sleep at 4/5am, get up late for school, skip school and then office and the routine goes again. Today and tomorrow is econs, going to be more attentive during class. And then my weekends would be a refresh energy weekend. Booked facial and spa for myself on Sat, and then pedi/mani on Sunday, and then magg's bbq party at night. Not forgetting to put my hair in my list for this month.

Now i know it's kindda hard living on your own expense. Now that i'm working and not taking allowance from dad, i feel proud of myself but stingy at myself. Like there are days, good example yesterday when i saw this VAIO lappy i like and i wanted to call dad and ask him to transfer cash so i can get myself a lappy, but when i think about why can't i save and own it msyelf, i becoming independent and then when i'm home, i start grumbling why i didn't make that phone call. I'm sucha indecisive person, but then again, i really don't know how long my independent life can last for. I know people around me especially dad himself and mel and kath all feel like i can't be like my friends around living independently but i really want to, although the temptation are always high. Oh wells, just like Aaron said, take one step at a time, pretend you're having a quarrel with your dad, would you still ask.. i always keep this in my mind these days, that will stop me from asking. hahahaha!

Okay, i guess this updating is enough for the day. Will blog more soooon!

XOXO

2009-12-02T09:04:00.000-08:00

OMG! I know it has been around a month since i last blogged. And honestly, i have been very busy to even take time out for this blog. Not finding excuses or anything, just that i'm always on the move and so on. But i'll try to blog often now that i can do it online. But as all can see, i've been updating twitter every now and then so still can right?!

Anyways, i've decided that having two blogs is really a hassle! Trying to update one is crazy enough, no time, and i wanna have two! What in the world is wrong with me manz! But i guess ever since i started getting busier with stuff, i realised that i've changed. Not because people are telling me that i've change, but i notice that myself as well. During these period, i've sure experience alot, learnt and grow from it. From aspect such as Family, friends and work life! I guess that's all part of growing up. I mean like GF would say, being 18 isn't just about club and fun, it's about taking up challenges that are meant for the future. And truly that is well said :)

Well, and for the updates now..

Started getting busier with more responsibilities from the office. Which i feel i'm turning to a workaholic at times. I can like stay forever in the office and not remember anything about time or meet-up session with friends. Worst still, is that once i'm on work, it can get addictive! I know many might think i'm nuts, but is seriously no joke. I guess that's the thing when you're working for your family. It's like you know this money and business is yours in a way and that if you don't do it well, who would kind of mentality. But seriously, it can get tiring and up to the head, which have been occurring to me recently, hence the absence from school and social activities.

Next is that besides all that busy work load, there was still time to meet up with Old pals like Honey and co, the girls and i even went on a Zoo trip with my current classmate. Now the only group that is left would be Brendan and Co, and the fellow E1's mates! This one month, i think i watched about 3-4 movies in the cinema. I know one is the My Girlfriend is an agent", the tsunami movie, Paranormal activity, and i forgot the other one. But i'm going to be catching New Moon tomorrow with Honey and Co. And surely gonna be watching a few others.

So, besides work and entertainment, i'm also tied down with countless projects for school and not forgetting the sucky exams that are coming! And just fuck MDIS coordinators. Seriously fucked-up! My exams are like on the 21st, 23rd, 27th and 29th of Dec. The first 2 before christmas and the next 2 before new year! DAMN.DAMN! While most planning for activities, i'll be thinking of quiet area for me to study! SIAN SIA!

BUTTTTT.. I'm gonna study hard and be motivated by the upcoming holiday after exam which i plan to take a trip to genting with my classmates! Really looking forward to that and hopefully it would be arranged! Somehow i fee something going to go wrong and plan cancel, but hopefully all turns good~!

Anything else... NOTHING MUCH!
The rest i shall keep when i have enough thoughts to share, now is just not the time. SOOOO, With this mini update i shall leave you guys with for now.
Will be back!

xoxo!

2009-11-06T10:34:00.000-08:00

I know it's been effing long since i updated any of the blogs. Well, as all can see, my twitter is getting regular but also irregular at times. Please bear with me till i upload the twiiter application on my phone then i'll be able to twitter more.

Well, the long absence has not sent me any urge to blog now, but just this one thing has....

THIS......
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Today's post ain't about how i've been doing or what i've been up to recently, although there is loads to update upon but all my mind is occupied right now while typing this is just how i'm going to rush to any of the MPH BOOKSTORES tomorrow to get my hands on this book. Friends who know me well enough would definitely understand me enough. I'm a person if i want something i must get it there and then. Like the countless times i would do for my DVDs Drama, or nail polish color or even the latest magazine or newspaper. ANDDD, when i can't get it there and then, i can't sleep, i can't do anything just think of ways of accomplishing this mission. Yesh, i am like that.. well, i guess it's just something i can't seem to change.. then again back to the book.

I was blog-reading one of the normal blog i would, and since this is my private blog then a little inside scoop, well, this blog that i read.. i don't know the blogger but i know her boyfriend. Her boyfriend is my best friend ex and we use to hang out when they were together. Starting i kept reading her blog cause probably it was just to see how long she'll last with my best friend's ex.. but becoming a weekly reader on her, i've come to realize that i think she is quite a nice person though. SO when i found out that her sis had publish a book, i went to surf more details and reading the official website and all.. MANSZ! How i hope MPH was 24/7! I would cab all the way, get the book and finish it tonight :)

I'm really keen on buying the book tomorrow. Somehow reading about how the book came along and stuff as really gotten me into the mood. And somehow i feel that i would really love and relate to the book and the author.

Work tomorrow and then off i set to hunt for the book! HOOK OR BY CROOK, I WANNA GET MY HANDS ON IT BY TOMORROW! It'll definitely leave me with insomnia tonight but not tomorrow for sure!

P/S : Since blogging, i shall slightly update that the most important thing that have change around in my life is that now i'm officially working for dad. Yesh, instead of my 21 yr old plan it has been carried forward, somehow i feel this is going to be bad and something is definitely going to happen but i guess seeing the old man so happy that i'm helping him leave me a sense of happiness. No matter what, i guess at the end of the day, the old man happiness is the power. And i guess like my old saying - I'VE SOLD MY SOUL TO HIM! :)

I LOVE YOU DADDDDDY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!

2009-10-30T04:46:00.000-07:00

This is insanely mad! Or should i say i'm insanely mad NOW! I'm suppose to attend Yvonne's 21st BBQ bday party at East Coast and now the weather wants to start a war with me. It's raining so badly that i can't step out of my house. ANDDDDDD it's 7.48pm now, if i take cab, i think the trip there would be enough to burn a whole in my pocket. SO SHITTTTTYYYY! And here i am now, all changed, done and ready to leave but can't sooo, i'm stuck with lapppy!

Anyways, my days this week has been alright. Met with dearest Sophia yesterday and had a great time! Been long since we last catch up with just the two of us.. We went to Guan Ying's temple first and then walked around bugis, cabbed to Patric's school to pick him out cause he was sick and to just to find out that he was as hyper, and why did the school call us CAUSE he just had a slight cough! TOTALLY IDIOT! And i spend $8.80 just on the ride there. Then we drop him off and went over to the Kovan Steamboat and just to also find out it was close for renovation! Which eventually we made a trip back to our heartland - SERANGOOON GARDENS! Ate our hearts out and then we came up with the stupid idea to WALK BACK! YESH, WALK BACK! Well, i guess Sophia did walk all the way back, but i took the bus from the swimming complex! I would be crazy to have walk back can!

And these few days it has been school and office and home. Now that office things are slowly moving towards my responsibilities. I guess life would not be that easy going for me now. Lesser slack time, or maybe NO SLACK TIME!

And i have a blood test to go for tomorrow which i so don't want! I HATE NEEDLES! MUCH LESS - BLOOOD?! FREAKSHOW!

OHHHHHHH.. NOT FORGETTING.....

HAPPPPPPY BIRRRTHHDAYYYY JOEL TAN!
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Today is talkative "Uncle Association President" - Joel Tan 18th Birthday. Gave him what we call a surprise but broken surprise. Was so last minute but everything fell right! But noww, it isn't! I hate the rain!

I better go get ready cause i forgot i still have my towel on my head :P

Blog more soooon!

2009-10-25T11:20:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger/Friends reading this and MY ONLINE ALIVE ONLINE DIARY!

(JUST LET ME MORE PRIMARY SCHOOL)...
*DEAR DIARY*,

I have this couple of things to blog about and i think i can only get to sleep after getting it off my heart and chest and my GOD-DAMN BRAIN! Everything is like stuck there and i don't know how i should get it off besides blogging it out. To the point, recently i have feel this gap between me and J. I don't know why is it like that. Is it because we've became too close? But that can't be can it? I mean during back in school days, we were also close, also classmates, also best pals, why has that change now?

Sometimes, i get so annoyed and just feel like shutting myself away from her. WHY? I know things change when she started working, but i guess we both still try to find time to catch up be it with the girls together or just the both of us. But now that we see each other day in and out. I get this feeling. Are we running out of things to talk and communicate about? I don't think so, i mean even we don't have things to talk about, there will still be the normal things to share, but now sometimes i get so tired just talking. It's like the sian mood with her and i hate it. At times, she really did nothing and she have to bare my temperamental mood swings at her. Am i still upset over the other incident? I thought that was over or maybe i haven't moved on but even so, why the gap? Why the moody us? Why the Difference we have now?

Could it be we're taking each other for granted? Perhaps seeing each other in school everyday we tend not to find time for ourselves to hang out? Could it be that i'm more into the others than her? Could it be her everyday go home thing? Could it be cause of.... (which i think that is like close chapters.) or WHAT COULD IT BE!

Going to school everyday is like another mood swing. Sometime i feel like there's so much to share with her. Sometimes, it's like i have to think twice telling her when last time it just isn't like that.
I hope dear diary can like talk or reply back, but i guess i'll just have to heed dear human advice and take things slow, maybe we both ain't feeling the best at the moment, which i would like to live in this phrase.

I guess now i can go to bed and have a good rest. Hopefully, i'll be alright with her tomorrow! :)

2009-10-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO BACK PEOPLEEEEEEE!

I've decided to blog today a little so that there won't be much to blog on Sunday as i would be pretty tired by the busy weekend! Company's function is tomorrow and there's so many things i need to help daddy with. The past few years have always been the human resource people who would plan and budget and then dad will call for a finalize meeting.. this year is like so different. Dad and myself did most of the job. Well, i should at least give credit to the HR Department for the gift wrapping and admin side of the work as instead of coming in office everyday this week, i only turned up twice. :) So, without their help i wouldn't get the wrapping done just by myself. I hope everyone enjoys themselves tomorrow and things turn out well. Sad thing would be me not participating in the lucky draw :( BUT i guess it doesn't matter cause dad bought me much more better stuff than the lucky draw gifts.. HAHAHAHAHA! He got me a Gucci wallet and an IPOD CLASSIC! Cool shit yo! And the worst part was that it was out of the blue, no question, no asking.. NOTHING. Just, "i bought you some things and tell me of you like it"! That's all! I LOVE MY DADDDY! Full of shit and Surprises!

So, busy weekend with Company Function tomorrow evening followed by Jayne's 21st @ St.James. I guess i would just go and chill for awhile and go home early as i have to meet April for lunch the next day, and then to CDC for etrail practice and then dinner with Family! Would be an exhausting weekend so i should grab the good night's rest tonight :)

Well, these few days have been pretty roller-poller-coaster! I'm like stuck with some toddlers with very little IQ, Which i suspect is cause by no brain hence no IQ, but how can a person have no brain and still be called a person so definitely a person with low IQ AND EQ! And yesh, i'm talking like one right now.
I just can't seem to understand people who just talk like they're brainless. It's like they have no sense on when to say things at the right time. And to top it up, when things become more bazaar with people adding oil into the fire! No sense of judgement and sense of respect for fellow humans! Well, i don't wanna rank anything up now, cause for now all is well and fine! Just that i hope things will continue to stay fine and well!

Monday and Friday have been IKEA day. Went to ikea on Monday with Jiawei, Jas and Cheng. Wilson and Bridget joined us too, Friday Ikea session was with Shine, Alicia, Magg, Yvonne, Alastiar, Cheng, Jiawei and Joel and another 2 classmates which i didn't get their name :(

This week's lesson was unproductive. I either came late or didn't pay attention or didn't even come! BAD.BAD! Going to keep focus next week. *crosses fingers*

During this week, i went to catch 2 movies. - Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami with Jiawei,Shine, Jas and Cheng. This movie is really SOLID GOOD! Reminds us not to take people around us for granted. Be nice and always say what you really want to say cause when time comes for you to leave suddenly you might not get the chance to say or do! Really awesomely goood.

The next was - My Sister's Keeper!
This can really touch you deeply! And after i went back home, i treated Kathleen a bit TOO NICE, that she asked why i am treating her nicely, HHAHAHAHA! I think this movie taught me that DEATH IS DEATH AND THERE'S NOTHING WE CAN DO TO UNDERSTAND DEATH. IT HAPPENS AND WE MUST ALL LEARN TO DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT PEOPLE DIES, IT'S JUST A MATTER OF TIME!

This two movies make me cry buckets i tell you. But i think the second one My Sister's Keeper was more sad. I started crying during the early start of the show all the way till the end! JIALAT! And was so embarrassing watching it with him. Aiyo! Don't want start thinking about it!

I'm actually looking forward to catch a couple of shows this week. - Julie & Julia, 500 Days of Summer, Micahel Jackson This Is It AND Jennifer's Body! Yeshh, all of these :) - TOP PICK would surely have to be MICAHEL JACKSON and JENNIFER'S BODY. This two SURE WATCH!

Well, might update more on Sunday but i guess that's all for now. GOOODNIGHT FOLKS!

XOXO

2009-10-17T22:08:00.000-07:00

WEEKLY UPDATE!

MONDAY :

IT LESSON TODAY WAS CRAZY! I hardly even understand a shit his saying! He talks way fast and speaks like alien. And worst of all, he gave us a project which i'm so sure i'll flop! TOTALLY FUCKHEAD FREAKSHOW!
After school, went for practical, and i got a very young instructor which for a moment i just taught if he was my instructor's son. He was funny and patient, which helped me alot in driving. It's not where you get those "TURN HERE", AIYAH, I ASK YOU TURN MA".. THOSE kind, he was really nice. So after class, went back home.

TUESDAY :

I didn't went to school today. OVERSLEPT. Was suppose to meet Jas for lunch but ended up with the rest at KOVAN. After lunch, headed back to Office to plan for Company Function. And then went over to AMK hub for some window shopping with Yvonne. And then we headed back home. On our journey back home, we just had the sudden urge to go healthy. Which we decided to skip dinner and go for a jog around the estate. 2 rounds of the estate was madness! SERIOUSLY MADDNESS!

Wednesday :

Went to get my brows and nails done in the morning, and then met jas at Far east to do our nails. After which, we went to eat and then headed to school. Yesh, we were late :) - AGAIN! After school, headed back home.

Thursday :

School and then to meet Gan Ma at Singapore General Hospital, and then we went to Chinatown, which there i had this stupid sudden urge to buy a cammy. Was really maddeness. If it wasn't for Gan Ma, i would have bought it there and then. After we went to Tai Ma's house to eat which i got ticked off by them for using the word, - SIBEI, AND KUMPUA. HAHAHAHAHAAH! Got one long nagging session for that. After that, i left and was suppose to return home, but WEIRDO me,SUDDENLY OUT OF NO RIM OR REASON WHAT-SOEVER... Decided that i should get my hair done. And then had the urge to get the camera also. I went to the camera shop and just when i was going to buy it, shine call and told me NOT TO BUY AND stuff, which eventually i don't know why i just didn't. And then the urge to cut hair, same thing, if it wasn't for Jas and CW, i would have cut. So, in the end, my hands felt itchy, money wanna drop out.. so i went shopping on my own. FIRST TIME! I just spend and spend and ended up spending a total of 150+. I went back straight and transfered the remaining to my driving account so that i would not have the urge to spend more. And then i came back home and did myself a hair mask treatment for 3hrs. Reallllly WEIRD,WEIRD ME!

Friday :

School and then driving which totally suck. I had my tyre punctured today, andddd the previous, nice instructor took me again today and he had to bare the cost. I felt so guilty and just wanted to pay, but he kept saying it's okay, but i know it;s soo not lah! All that private asshole car who was trying to cut me in and i just had to turn so hard and bang on the kerb which lead to tyre puncture. Whole driving lesson was just spoiled. After lesson, went over to meet Tina and we did grocery shopping cause was having dinner that night. And another funny thing happen, This china man ask for my number. HAHAHAHA. And he isn't young hor, perhaps 30s? He was just so impressed at my chinese and he wanted me to teach him english. Like WTH! Well, eventually i didn't give my number, but my email. And to my surprise he wrote me an email the same day. So, i now have a china pen-pal. Daddy even suggested i start a china fan club, cause like this isn't the first time, but sure is the first time asking for my number in Singapore. Back in shanghai they would ask me for my email or msn.. but not number.

Saturday:

Morning breakfast with Family and then lunch at Aunty's place. And then just freelance around, and then dinner and then went to pick Magg and Shine up to go St James! St James was just off! It was crazy! I regretted going seriously! We spend more time queuing than clubbing, we had to get molested, me by 2 different dick-heads! Magg was the more jialat one, that asshole who touch my ass, steamed and then poked her from the back. But because it was too pack for us not to do anything, and then we couldn't see the guy again! PEK CHEK! And then the other time that happen for me is, this ENGLISH DICK, (ang mo), just grabbed my ass and when i turn, he said SORRY! FUCKKKK HIM! Sorry?!!! But cause i was alone and the crowd behind was just pushing forward! I really do regret not screaming or something, letting him get away with just SORRY is just tooo light! All in all, the moood was just off! Nothing i say can put them into place on what happen yesterday. ONE WORD - DISASTER!

Sunday :

Woke up around 1pm. Couldn't really stop thinking of what happen the last night. Called lifelines - Jasmine and Sophia and was feeding them the news. And then had lunch and here am i blogging. Would be going to Tai ma's place to stay today. And then go school tomorrow from there. I don't know why i feel this way, but i feel "DIRTY"! Like someone just had a piece of me, and just eat and go feeling. TOTALLY FUCKED-UP! I've been to clubs countless time but this was just so bad! I don't think i wanna go on or else i just won't stop!

This week is also going to be another busy week. With Company function happening this Saturday, loads of planning and coordinations to do. Busyyyy! And driving on wednesday which i kindda have a phobia already! I don't really have the mood now, so i shall end off here.

2009-10-13T09:27:00.000-07:00

I can't help but blog about this matter. I know my main objective is a weekly update of my life, and a little crap post here and there. But i can't help but blog about this, and i can't do this post on the other blog cause it's very open where else, it's different here cause only a few has access to this. Anyways, the main point of today's post isn't to BITCH or SLAP anyone behind their back. Its just me TRYING to figure out things and a way to let myself see things out of the box.

Wells, basically its about one of my closest pal. (Thou shall not be name). A little bit about why this person affects me is because i consider this person to be one of my "LOVE ONES LIST". Like besides my family, i treasure friendship and has everyone know, friends come and go, but there are some in my life that i consider them JEMS and never want to let go off. So no matter what happen like if we fight, slap each other, or perhaps try to murder, i would still love them the way it is. UNLESS ONE DAY, they really break my heart, then that's another story lah.

So, this "person" is really one i love. And apparently she just broke up not long, perhaps a month or so. And now she's with another guy. Don't get me wrong, I'm not upset that she found a new beau what-so-ever. The main thing is

1) She didn't bother to tell any of us which makes me wonder if we're really important to her. Not that her life must be submitted to us, but the least she could do was to share a little. I mean we've been like friends for the past years and grew a lot. And she knows that if something happens to any of us we would share, OR AT LEAST I WOULD! Cause they're my besties and who am i going to share this news with besides them FIRST!

2) After her break-up, she was facing some problems with her ex. He is the clingy sort which she doesn't know how to deal with initially. After advices from number of people, i think she manage to master the courage and tell him off. Which perhaps it did work. And during these period, she announce that she wasn't going to go into any relationship at the moment as she wants to FOCUS ON STUDY AND LIFE. So much for study and life to end up in another relationship that fast. Like i said, not being mad or anything, just upset cause doesn't seem like she practice what she preaches.

3) (This is more of an internal problem) - The close peeps around us, doesn't seem to have a very good impression of "him"! Well, to me, what matters is he treats her well and make her happy, whether or not we like him is secondary but i never want to see or hear her getting hurt by him. SOOOOOO, like i said this reason is Secondary, but then again, i still feel she should have waited and see what comes her way. Personally i feel this friend of mine, never knows what she truly wants and always end up making haste decision. Her first relationship was like that and now HISTORY repeating itself AGAIN! I can't seem to understand girls like that, i mean is getting into a relationship that important. Like do ever people stop and think why am i wasting my time on a FUTURE EX BOYFRIEND? Why not just concentrate on life and see what else comes along first?

Well, eventually there can be thousands of reasons everyone can come up with, but the fact i'm annoyed and upset is.. WHERE DO WE STAND IN YOUR LIFE? If you say we're important then going to a relationship and not telling us about it is not necessary. Or can i say that maybe you can't be much bothered about? I don't know what her reasons are, and i'm dying to ask, at the same time, i feel that if she can't be bothered why SHOULD I?

And this friend has ask me out next week, but i haven't given her an answer. I want to reply and start questioning but at the same time i don't want to come off as KPO cause like i said, if she can't be bothered, why should i right? But right now, i'm realy confuse.

I know maybe some of you might try giving me advice but don't have an account and you have to or else you can't comment, but you can drop me an E-MAIL @ "Shalinda@ymail.com" or text me. I have to reply back to this friend but i'm LOST.

P/S : SO proud of myself, i went jogging just now. Though my legs hurt like #$%^&, but was really good. I should do this often. Next would be gym :) Going to aim for 50kg! 5kg to shred!

2009-10-12T21:17:00.000-07:00

Just for LAUGHS!

Marie

When Marie was 16, she hoped that one day she would have a boyfriend.

When she was 18, she got a boyfriend, but there was no passion.So she decided she needed a passionate guy with a zest for life.

In college she dated a passionate guy, but he was too emotional.
Everything was an emergency, he was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide.

So Marie decided she needed a guy with stability.

When she was 25, she found a very stable guy but he was boring. He was totally predictable and never got excited about anything.
Life became so dull that she decided she needed a guy withsome excitement.

When Marie was 28, she found an exciting guy, but she couldn't keep up with him.

He rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. He did mad, impetuous things and flirted with everyone he met.
He made Marie miserable as often as happy.
He was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So Marie decided to find a guy with some ambition.

When she turned 31, she found a smart ambitious guy with his feet planted firmly on the ground and married him.
He was so ambitious that he divorced Marie, took everything she owned, and ran off with her best friend.

And now, Marie 47 decided to find a guy with a big dick!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2009-10-10T12:28:00.000-07:00

Helllo Back Earthlings!

Well, i have come to a decision that i would MAKE an effort to blog every week. Like maybe a Saturday or a Sunday, BUT on a weekend. As i find myself so busy or maybe simply lazy to do it on weekdays. School and Driving and Work, sooo hence, the weekends. And at one go, i can blog about my entire week. And IF i become bored or less lazy on weekdays, i might blog. But whatever the case is, i will be updating this blog weekly at least! SOOO, people, Stop complaining, and i'l try to fill this blog ya!

Before i start on my post, i just want to say those of you who commented that the pics uploaded last week was too small to view, then YOU HAVE TO CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND IT'LL ZOOOM IN. Sorry for not mentioning earlier :( My BAD!
And dearest Jas have also ask me to upload a big picture of my B'day Cake and to make the speech i wanted to say that day on this blog. Well, actually i thought of doing that on the other blog but since that blog can't be viewed by some, then i shall write one here.

I really wanna THANK the girls for putting this whole thing together. Without them, nothing would have happen! Jasmine and Sophia, all the hard work put in the preparation to the planning. Kerrie, all the phone calls made to my friends. REALLY APPRECIATED IT MUCH! The party was just UNFORGETTABLE! Annnndddd, the gift from you girls were just INDESCRIBABLE! I promise to hang it HIGH AND PROUD in my new rooom! REALLLLLLLY A MILLION THANKS OF APPRECIATION! AND I REALLY AM GLAD TO HAVE YOU GIRLS AS MY BEST OF FRIENDS! AND THIS IS GETTING MUSHIER, BUT, I LOVE YOU GIRLS PLENTY PLENTY!

For BRENDAN,NUR,BERNICE,KHAI,
My 1st year in MDIS was wacky fun! Though i hate school and exam but you guys made it fun. I miss Brendan A.K.A GF, nagging and nonsense. Nur's Pedi/Mani session with me, shopping session and heart to heart talk, Khai's craps and laughters and bernice, although as Dip started and we drifted, you never fail to keep in contact with me :) And I PROMISE YOU CLUBBING SESSION FOR SURE! All i have to say is THANKS FOR COMING AND MAKING MY DAY. Wasn't expecting you guys at all man! REALLLY A SURPRISE! I love you guys and hope to see you guys sooooon!

To Shine, Jiawei, Magg, Yvonne, Alastiar, Wilson, Cheng
Even though we just gotta know each other not long, i really feel comfortable with you guys around. And also thanks for everything, especially that cute little card which would sure go up in my new rooom. PINKY PROMISE*! Now that we're classmates, looking forward to 6mths of craziness from you bunch, more Supper gathering and more TALK COCK SESSIONS!
Thanks again :)

Haizzel, Brady, Illham, Keegan, Ahmad, Sarah
THANKS YOU GUYS VERY MUCH FOR COMING! We should hang out very soooon again.

And saving the last for my PLMGSS girls!
ROSS, BRIDGET, SHITING, + THE GIRLS (SOPHIA, JASMINE AND KERRIE)

"You guys don't know how much that means to me. Knowing you guys were such a blessed gift from God! I'm not saying just for my bday but everything. I mean not jut you guys but all my close PLMGSS friends. All you guys are such love people! I miss those Sec school moments with you guys. I miss those childish fights, those SEX talks we gave each other, those times that we sat on the bus and disturb younger sec school boys, and checking hot dudes around :) Those insane prank msn we use to do with those ah pek people. The times that we quarrel and patch back. The times where we made those irritating pest cry. Those awards we won just to prove we were better than the Express Kids. Those HIGH AND LOW TIMES, Those crazy and insane moments and those Tears and joy frame! I MISS THOSE AND I'LL KEEP ALL OF THEM SAFELY IN MY HEART!
Though we have our separate life to lead now, i just hope that we will still keep in contact no matter what and I LOVE YOU GUYS MAXXXXXXXXXXXX!

OKAYYY, i'm done with my speech! And these is a tribute to Jas and Sophia! - PUBLISHING MY CREATIVE BDAY CAKE BY THEM!

5th Oct

BTT EXAM which i passed and was so proud of myself. I was nervous the whole time given the fact that i didn't
study and i failed during my e-trail practices! Skipped first day of school and met Cheng and Jas back at school and went to get our nails done and then dinner.

6th Oct

First day of lesson, gave Jas a very good surprise. Indeed she was. Bridget and rest didn't believe at first and then they did when i signed my attendance :) So now, i'm offically going back being classmates with her, but feeling totally different. Maybe cause i'm no longer the "speaker" of the class and the rest isn't there?! I don't know, all i know is STILL am glad being classmates with her again.. going to school together and f course bonding more together!
After school, town with classmates!

7th Oct

After school to UBI. Totally a very UNLUCKY AND DISASTROUS DAY! Late for school, forgot about my shoes and wore slippers, lack of sleep, stomach cramp, and total failure in driving! Couldn't coordinate my legs and hands properly! Leg pain. Menstrual cramp. and headache!

8th Oct

School and then town. Had a very goood bonding session with Shine after the rest left. We had a real good heart to heart talk!

9th Oct

School, Lunch with classmates at Casarina Curry and then movie at AMK. Watched Darah! TOTALLY HILARIOUS HORROR!

10th Oct

Daddy's bday! Old man has turned 46. SO FAST! IN another 4yrs his turning 50! OMG! So, i went to office to cover him today till afternoon, and then plan a surprise party with the staff for him, and then went to pick Mel and Kath for some Sibling Shopping Session! Totally major and awesome MAX! 3 person and we spend around 400+!
Bought dinner and then waited for dad to come home. Apparently the old woman has been hospitalized! She fell down the drain and my money minded aunty called for ambulance and send her husband to the hospital while she carry on with her shop. OOHH,. and they call dad not to inform him but to tab the bill on him! What great aunts i have!

11th Oct

Which is today! It's Mummy's bday. And the woman is turning 43! Still long ahead for her grand age 50 but old enough! Going to meet her with siblings for dinner at Chomp Chomp later! Before that, going to go with Pat to do his shopping. Cause we all bought stuff except him sooo dad gave us money for round two! How nice if everyday could be daddy's bday! :)
Speaking of daddy and shopping... THAT OLD MAN SURE KNOW HOW TO SPEND MONEY.. he spend like over 2K on his bday shopping. He bought clothes to shoes to boxers and spend all in a day! I think he might have felt guilty therefore gave us money for shopping ourselves?! HMMM!... Always saying he has very high maintenance kids and all, look whose talking.. we're just following the blood in us :)

Well, the up-coming week would be a very LONG, BUSY AND FUN WEEK!

With driving twice this week :(
Meeting Sophia at her place tomorrow and she driving me for my lesson :)
Back to office on Tuesday and Wednesday for Company function preparation :/
Wilson bday dinner this Friday (Finally didi turning 18th) :)
Saturday - Ang bao! HAHAHAHAHA! Going to aunties house i think for Deepavali.
Sunday - Dearest Honey's bday! Turning 21! :)

So, i guess will be blogging back again next Sunday! Will make sure i do :)

P/S : I love this vintage bag i bought today! MANN! I think i'm going back to VINTAGE LOVE again! SHIT! Vintage stuff ain't cheap lor! Somemore dad and mum's bday has caught all of us in the pocket :( DIE!
Grass hunt sooon!

*Whatever you see here would also be on the other blog. Pardon me for being lazy but recently there's nothing "PRIVATE" to blog about. SOOOO, Hence the same things on both the blogs. But i promise that i wil think of ideas to make this blog more appealing okayy?!

2009-10-04T09:45:00.000-07:00

Helllooo EARTHLINGS!

Well, been exactly a week since i last blog! Many events and activities have been going on with me! And as promised, pictures will be uploaded today. :)

Well, let's start from the 25th Sept which was My bday!
My birthday was truly a memorable day! Although plans were screwed at the last minute, but everything fell into place. I got up early, went to temple, YESH, i was forced :( But i got free breakfast and cab ride was sponsored to and fro, so i didn't lose anything. Went to Guan Ying temple, and then later off to town to meet Jas. She went there to get her nails done while i went to get my birthday dress. Stayed awhile and then headed back home. Rest for a while and then dad came to pick me. Went to Ubi CDC to apply for my license. After which we went to have early dinner and then back home. The moment i reached home, i told mum to cancel family dinner cause i was too tired and wanted to sleep. So, i took a 2hr+ nap and when i woke up, they bought dinner home. After dinner, cake cutting and then i got ready to leave. Dad send me to Sophia's place and Sophia's dad send us to Puggol Marina.
My lovely best of friends gave me a surprise there. Okay, not exactly a surprise cause i knew where the bday was going to be held already, just that i had a surprise seeing people i know there. Friends that were important to me all came! Truly an amazing night! Obviously, cause it was my bday, i didn't manage to go home sober, BUT NEITHER was i drunk, i was just tipsy. That was like the 1st time in my life that i feel so exhausted. Maybe cause i didn't have enough sleep or because i was drinking too much. But whatever it is, i totally enjoyed myself. ESPECIALLY my bday cake was soooo UNDESIRABLE. Reached home the next morning around 7+!

26th Sept

Spend my entire Saturday staying at home. I was just too lazy to go out and no activities were plan. So yeahh!

27th Sept

Kerrie came over to my place in the afternoon, we crap shit, ate the marshmallow we bought for Bridget's party and took crazy insane videos! HAHAHAHA! Sorry, those are toooo "GLAMOROUS" to be put on the net. HAHAHA! And then Ronald came with Jas and Zhong to pick us up, headed to Bridget's chalet. So, our day was spent there with many interesting drama going on. The photos might piece them up together. And then i reached home the next morning around 8am..

28th Sept

Stayed home and planned for dearest Shine Surprise Bday.

29th Sept

Celebrated Shine's bday at Sentosa. Was all a surprise plan. All she knew was that it was suppose to be a class gathering which turn up as a surprise. After Sentosa, we went to have dinner which apparently everywhere was close except for Mac, so we settled there. And then went over to AMK for the usual chilling session, just that this was another surprise for her.

30th Sept

Back to office.

1st Oct

Half day at office and then went to meet Gan Ma and rest for dinner at PUMP ROOOM! Really solid beer there.

2nd Oct

Am suppose to head down to Tai Ma's house but was very tired, Morning was spent at the studio and then office. SIAN!

My Saturdays and Sundays were dead boring seriously! Was really looking forward to an awesome weekend but everything was the other way round! Tomorrow's my BTT which i haven't been studying for. I think i ought to shoot myself and die. Well, i think i say that all the time when it has to do with exams.. okayy. anyways, school starting sooon. OHH. And my first Pract lesson is on Wednesday. :)

As promised.... PICTURES! (Blogger is sucha a BITCH, so i went to collage them instead cause selecting one by one would make me go INSANE!

4e1 September B'day/ Gathering - (18/09/09)

This was taken at St James ladies night with MDIS mates...

Kerrie's BBQ Bday Party - (20/09/09)

Two MAD CHIO BU's! (27/09/09) -
Before we went over to Bridget's chalet, Tong came to my house and this was the evidence left behind. We even have our alien videos which I Shall spare the embarrassment.

My B'day Party at Puggol Marina planned by the girls! - (25/09/09)

Well, uploading these few have already taken me 40mins.. and putting the collage together is like 3 freaking hours! NO JOKE! I'm going to upload another round sometime later. There is still Bridget and Shine Bday photos, and my visit to PUMP ROOM. SOOOO, That's all for now...

CIAO!

P/S : This is an exact same post to my Open Blog, so whatever you see you'll see the same thing there as well. :)
Pardon me for my laziness's, buttt.. I PROMISE THAT I WILL DO A PROPER Post sooon. Cause i do have some things to get over my chest!

2009-09-24T12:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Yesh, i finally turn 18th~! After like a ZILLION DAYS OF WAITING! Finally we (the girls) can plan for ladies night without worrying on how to sneak me or kerrie in! And finally, when i club, i can officially show off my OWN ID instead of remembering others particulars!

Well, I really hope everything will go fine today! No cock-up plans along the way! Hopefully, everything i plan will go smooth, or at least no major tension. And right now, i hope that dad will not screw my plans on going to apply for driving today. Cause i've got a feeling that he is going to give me a reason, which i pray a million time, PLEASE DON'T! Similar, i hope Gan Ma and Gan Die would be free to spend their afternoon with me and no excuses. Dinner with family, that will not have any excuse for sure, but i hope everyone would be on time and not screw my later part of my night :)

Night with friends, so looking forward to it! I'm really hoping to see friends whom i've never seen for #$%^&#$%^, and friends who are important to me. Whatever it is, i hope everything will go smooth and good! And i also pray that this coming year would be better and everything will go well. Seriously i've got 98754742183635329864 wishes! But i guess the basic wish is - WHATEVER WISH I MAKE, MAY IT ALL COME TRUE!
TA-DAH!, A year of wishes!

Okayyy, i just heard that GF is not coming for my party! That seriously suck! Wonder who might not turn up tomorrow.

Okay, i've got to hit the bed already!
BYE PEEPS!

2009-09-23T13:00:00.000-07:00

Sunday was KERRIE'S 18TH BDAY! She had a BBQ near her place. All went down except madd! Was pretty fun. Pictures will be uploaded later.

And then Monday was spent with Gan Ma, Tuesday was work, and Wednesday was really slacky. Stayed at home all day, till i met with Shine, Bridget, Cheng and Alastiar for supper at Puggol Nasi Lemak! Shiok is the word! And then back home.

Meeting them again tomorrow to go do nails and window shop. I was planning to hit the club tomorrow night but looks like no takers. So i guess it would just be me against time! Thoughhh, i don't feel like doing any countdown at home!

And just when i wanna upload pics, it's becoming crazy! I guess we'll just have to wait another time for pictures :(

Blog sooooon!

2009-09-20T01:08:00.000-07:00

It's finallly SUNDAY! And it's also my SCANDAL KERRIE TONG HUI YAN'S B'DAY! Oh damn, she's finally 18th and i'm STILL NOT! But, SOOON, Another 5days i will be :) WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Going to meet Bgff later to get Tong's present and then over to her bbq and then back to Gan Ma's place for the night. Going to Er Yi po house tomorrow. And then Tuesday and Wednesday is half work and half play. Planning to go gym this week, planning to eat Puggol Nasi Lemak, and planning to PARTY this week! It's going to be one busy busy week all the way till next Wednesday. Non-stop program.

I have pictures to store in this new and picture-less blog, but i'm kindda rushing for time cause i told BGFF that i will leave my house at 3.30pm and it's 3.45pm, and i'm bogging. Just wanted to update this space and i have the itchy finger thing all of a sudden, like suddenly i wanna type and my fingers want to touch keyboard, maybe you might not know what i'm saying, but it's alright, cause i know i behave weirdly at times or rather my body does.

I will be back to blog and upload pics the next time round.. soooooo, SAYONARA!

2009-09-17T01:48:00.000-07:00

SIAN!

I feel like the time past freaking fast in the morning and so slow in the afternoon. I'm in Sub office now and i've got nothing to do. Waiting for Quotas can be such a slack and boring job. And not forgetting, can get super duper irritating when all different quotas come in at one time, which I HOPE that will not happen. That's why i took my time to send in day by day.. but still some companies ain't that efficient. Send them the queries days ago and still no reply!

Anways, i have nothing to do, besides waiting for the time to pass. And because i haven't seen dad for like 3 days already, i was hoping we'll bump into each other at office but no.. instead i bump into loads of cute, well build fireman's! HAHAHA!
Apparently, there was a small fire late this afternoon today at the back of the office and withing minutes 2 fire engine vehicle with FIREMAN'S were inside! Sexy Not!? Okay, some face can throw in sea, but number of them seriously not bad looking lor! Dang! I should have started the fire then i could have gotten up close and personal with fireman's. HAHAHAHAH!

The weekend is approaching. Meeting fellow classkins tomorrow for dinner and Beloved Kerrie's bday on Sunday. Still deciding whether i should go social house this Saturday, or should i hit the club on the 24th itself. Or should i just do both. But i want the 24th to have that bday club feeling.. OHH. At times like these, how i wish i could be decisive!

And speaking of being decisive, i'm suppose to meet Gan Ma for dinner after her research and my work, but.. so far and i'm getting lazy. At the same time, Shine and co planning to visit Alicia as she just gotten an Op done yesterday. I really can't seem to make up my mind.. though i feel visiting Alicia more important, but there is still like a question mark there given that we ain't close, and i don't know how it's going to be like if i pop by.In a delusion!

Was talking to Kelvin on msn, and he was yanking away how he wanted the weekend to come and it seems like forever, so he was thinking of kick-starting the weekend today itself, well, apprently i thought my persuation made him clear that in his head but NOO, He's going to really kick-start it today, well then again, how many of you guys have good life and can skip work like that right, soo readers, if you're having the same thought as that moron, please don't. It's just one more day before the extra weekend. And to give all of you hardworking peeps a treat, i prepared some jokes for this post... the first one in this blog..

Too Good!!!
China is the place to be for English teachers >>>

WELCOME FOR COMING!?

Exist? Ok ok got it......

CHILDREN MADE IN CHINA !

Have a careful suicide....

I'm NOT going to pay to trim the foot. ARE YOU?!

Still didn't understand?. ...Neither did I......(Maybe it's an accident prone area).

Data Breaker ?!?!?!

Bottled water in a can?

HAHHAHAHAHA! I hope you guys had a good time laughing hard! Well, at least i had luh! HAHAHA! Okey dokey, i think i have decided that the next person to call me, i will meet them up :)

Time now reads, 5.28PM! WHOOOOOOOTS!

2009-09-15T23:00:00.000-07:00

Well, i have not been updating this blog for the last 1 week! I know i did things i want on my birthday on my previous post, when Kelvin saw he said i was greedy and don't deserve anything and that his presence was already the best gift i could ever expect. What a Narcissist!

Went to celebrate Kerrie A.K.A my scandal and A.K.A tong tong birthday with the girls. It was a very simple bday celebration. We went for dinner at ASTONS, and then we slacked outside Cathay. Did our cake cutting there as well! Simple simple but loads of juicy inside stories! One of it was that kerrie prefers to kiss my toes rather than my lips. For more details, please visit my main blog, if you can access her then you are also invited there :)

OHHHHH! I forgot to announce that i did my hair today! Though i don't really like the highlight very much, i still love the love and patience put in by Ross! She spent hours on my bloddy hair, lost so much of weight lifting the hair-dyer and working so hard that no words can describe the amount! HAHAHA! No lah, seriously she really did put in effort, starting i just thought that maybe i would have preferred a more lighter highlight, but when the girls said it was nice, i'm getting to like it more. But somehow i feel it makes me darker :( Oh wells, i shall not complain since it's done by Hairstylist Ross and was given at such good rate! And seeing the part where i'm turning lesbian and falling head over heels for her...

Meeting fellow classmates this friday and boy am i excited! And then Kerrie's bday on sunday and then my official 5days countdown begins :)

I'm planning to hit the club next week! Preferably ladies night, so that my girlfriends have no excuse that they're broke, cause i am myself! And then gonna start reading the theory book already, after talking with the girls over their exams and practical driving lessons, i've decided to be more ethu and hardworking..

Alright, another long day tomorrow. Shall hit the bed now!

Waiting on the World to Change

2009-09-15T09:39:00.000-07:00

2009-09-08T01:41:00.000-07:00

My b'day is coming and people are asking me what would i want them to get and stuff. And i know how sickening shopping for present can get cause i always dread those moments. Walking around aimlessly and still not finding that perfect gift. So, after talking to Wilson and Jasmine this morning, i decided to do a List of items to save people the trouble of plucking white hairs!

Seriously, i'm not a superstition person so giving watches and everything doesn't mean anything to me. And i always believe that when you present someone a gift and you're not sure if that is what she wants, SAVE IT, give practical things instead - MONEY AND VOUCHERS! These are the MOST PRACTICAL THING. (Although some might feel that it doesn't bring out the Sincerity), i feel it's the most practical thing still, and somehow sincere, cause you're letting her buy stuff she like at your expense, how is that not sincere? Rather than you give her something that she might not like, and then she won't use and then you waste bucks on the gift!

Back to me, seriously, honestly, truthfully, i also don't know what i want! I can want anything and everything at anytime but what i need is something only dearest daddy can fulfilled :) - MY CAR! (Which i have to give him my cert to redeem it, and obviously get my license. My other needs are actually basic yet expensive needs! - My chanel handbag, my gucci school bag and i NEED A WALLET BADLY. My Burberry have been with me since last year in Sept all the way till now, it's getting dirty and needs a change. But then again, all these are the job of aunties and uncle. :)

Okay, i'm going on and on, and still not coming to the point. But the thing is, i seriously don't know what i want or need. SO still, i would say "practical things"! OR, Let's slowly go through things i like...

I LOVE SHOPPING - Which can lead to Shopping Vouches.
I LOVE MY DRAMA SHOP - I shop and spent my savings on Dramas from TS-Video shop. Vouchers from there would be excellent!
I LOVE ACCESSORIES - So, watches, bracelets, necklace, Bags, etc.

I suddenly know what i need - SPORTS SHOE! Seriously no joke, cause i'm planning on having some changes after my 18th. I wanna go healthy, so therefore going to start my exercising torture treatment. And i'm going back to YOGA! So, sports gear is a need.
And i can't think of anything other than that...

But to put things more simple, i like things that are handmade. HANDMADE Stuff are DA BOMB! And dearest Sophia is doing me a picture collage! hahahaha!

So people, i think i'm the most easiest person to shop for. I seem to like everything.. but PLEASE, don't give me anything that will weaken and cause fatality to my weak heart. I remember once when i was about 7, some idiot cousin gave me a clown box, the one you turn and turn and SUDDENLY A CLOWN JUMPS OUT! I remember having dreams about clowns for a period of time! TOTALLY FATAL AND NO JOKE!

okay, i think this birthday list post is getting nowhere but everywhere. I'm off to disturb AH HUI now!

xoxo

2009-09-04T10:22:00.000-07:00

Below is my updated post of my previous entry. Didn't manage to blog yesterday cause i was at AMK slacking while Shine, JW, Wilson and Bridget was studying.. and by the time i came home, i had body ache from Golf session that morning. But i was very happy cause i met up with Brendan Yeo! Miss him loads man, his nonsense, his constant nagging and his fatherly theory! Now, waiting for dearest Nur to meet up with!

And today is one BORING BORING FRIDAY! MAX BORING!

Anyway.. the post first....

Is it worth to risk your future for just a moment of fun or curiosity? I know that some girls give in for securities, cause if they don't then their boyfriend might leave them, or some just wanna show off and think that's it's cool to lose your virginity, i even read that some girls also want to remember their first love in this way! - Like seriously, it's really stupid and so not WORTH IT!

No matter what the reasons are, i still think that it's stupid, and pointless and so NOT COOL to have SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE! Unless you reach a stage where if should you face the consequence of your action,( a life being involve) and you being able to take 100% responsibilities then i got nothing to say lah! You can choose how you wanna handle the situation. Either you abort, either you raise it, since you can afford, either you live up to life and marry the person so that there will be a complete family OR if you're a sick and irresponsible person, you'll properly give the kid up for money or just come up with some excuses to cover your GUILTY ASS!

But why go thru all that? Why give up your future? Why force yourself to make rash decisions? Why land yourself in a bomb stone?
Why NOT give it to THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE who is going to be by your side forever? Why not wait for the right time? Why not enjoy life till you decide that you need some responsibilities to change your life or status? Why not JUST FREAKING WAIT?

Seriously? WHY? WHY IS PEOPLE BECOMING LIKE THAT? Is it because we're trying to be as open as the English? Or because we are not being reminded? What if they is such a law that SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE IS ILLEGAL AND THAT ALL OFFENDERS WILL HAVE THE SAME PENALTY AS "UNDERAGE SEX", if then will things become better? Will we behave more traditionally?

I know that some might disagree with me, just like JW, and some might think that it's because of people like me that become government and make the life of fellow people HELL TO LIVE IT! But i really wanna know about what people are thinking these days?!
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It's finally SEPTEMBER! Loads of events coming up from now and loads of money going to be spend this month! And speaking of money, i'm officially broke! I really need dearest daddy to fill me! Going to get my hair, nails and brows done on tuesday! Seriously i'm excited max! I don't know if i should do all in a day or spilt my days! But i think if i do all in a day, though it would be cram up but at least it'll save me from trips up and down!

Oh wells, we'll see if i manage to talk to dad to pass me cash first, then i'l decide!

xoxo

2009-09-02T11:39:00.000-07:00

Was at Drive-thru mac this afternoon with Shine and Jiawei till Bridget came to join us around dinner. And we just heard of the latest most extraordinary gossip news which started a conversation which led to one conversation over another and somehow into a debate with jiawei as the preposition and myself as the opposition of SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE!

And the debate went on with all kinds of silly and fact theories that we could come up with. Till Shine got fed-up with us debating that she made this joke that we should write in some newsapaper internet column and debate on the issue and see how many readers agree. And the winner with the most vote wins. Though i know we won't, but i think sooner or later someone is going to start writing and it's going to be a topic that all would discuss, so since it's going to be a popular topic in a matter of time, i might as well start the topic now..

Seriously, it's getting very common to see people having sex before marriage and the age is getting younger and younger. Singapore was considered once a very traditional thinking country. In the past you don't see so much open activities such as frenching big time in parks or void deck, or having make out session in school, or even to the point where they didn't hold hands in school Uniform. And what is happening now? You see things like that so common now!

As everyone know, i have 2 younger sibling in sec school now. And both are attach, my brother GF is a bitch who just is simply demanding and i have really seen my sis BF, but i know he really can get jealous over stupid things. But the point is, as a sister i feel worried for them. I always have the "Would my brother do it"? "Would my sister give in"? And the thought just flows and make my hair stand. Moreover when i hear my brother saying how casually the senior did, or when i see my juniors pregnant at such young age, i can't help but think why would they land themselves in this pit.

Shouldn't they know the consequences should anything happen? I do have plenty to blog about, but here am i lying on my bed, and my battery nearing to flat, therefore, i should keep this and post it tomorrow..

BUT QUESTION IS WHY OH WHY!?

2009-09-01T23:24:00.000-07:00

Caught Final Destination 4 today with Shine and Co! Now whenever i mention Shine and Co, i mean Shine, Jiawei, ChengWei, Magg, Alastiar, Yvonne, and some off and on people like Jas,Bridget,Esther,Alicia, and still some less-enthu souls.

Anyways, i caught FD4 today with Shine, Jiawei, Cheng, Alastiar, Yvonne, and magg. Totally gruesome and thrilling. But Final Destination can never be the same as the 1st. I remember that excitement. It can never amount to anything from now. It's like whenever you think of Final Destination, you think "NO ONE WILL LIVE" and it's true, NO ONE DOES! The only thing about it that people watch is actually how gruesome everyone dies. That's what that makes people watch the movie.

Before i went to meet them, i was studying at B's place, and then i went to study at Mac after he had to go off. And after movie, we did the Usual thing - went to Magg's blk and slacked. But today we went home early. No midnight charges what so ever. And here i am, feeling hungry cause i only had chicken rice in the afternoon and nothing else. But i guess, when i think about losing weight, the motivation not to eat feels GOOD! Just that i have to remember to take my Gastric med, before i end up suffering the whole night.

I'm having Law paper tomorrow! I'm actually having a very bad feeling on this one. I feel like i'm not going to make it! That fail feeling isn't leaving me. I have freaking 25cases to remember, and i can barely remember 1 even! And i have this urge to just screw paper and just focus marketing. But i know i shouldn't! AND I SHOULDN'T!

Seriously i feel i have nothing much to blog today, all i can think of is off my com, and go and rest, wake up tomorrow and seriously mug hard! I just can't wait till all these exams are over! It would be heaven!

OHH, AND I HAVE THIS STUPID WEIRD IDEA, I WANNA HIT THE CLUB ON THE 24TH AT NIGHT! The problem is it's a freaking thursday and not everyone can :( People like BGFF won't be able to come :(

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I realize that there is actually a childish side of "H"! And it's really cute! Though i wasn't really happy about his horoscope! Although mine and his matches according to compatibility, after my experience with Shawn, i feel somewhat afraid that history might repeat itself. So, i'm going to try to move slowly and make sure i watch my steps. Not planning to land into any mind-stones! NO MORE MIND-STONES PLEASEEEE! Once is ENOUGH!

2009-09-01T11:49:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling the exam sickness! I don't wanna take my exams, i don't wanna go school, i just want my holidays! And everyone knows how "LONG" i have been taking my course! Mel came back with freaking GOOD (NOT) RESULTS! Out of 8 subjects, he pass 2, - English and History, the rest were all UNGRADED! Too much of playing, too much of dating and TOO MUCH OF INDEPENDENCY! Since he step into Secondary school, no one has been monitoring him. His always on is own, and i guess everyone gives him too much of his space already that he forgets his status as a student. And with such a BIMBOTIC AND BITCHY girlfriend, how do you expect to live life normally.

Good thing is that dad didn't scream his head off me. Usually, i'm to blame for everything that happens in this house. Everything is my responsibilities. From the day i was born, responsibilities of Becoming a successor for dad was called, when dad and mum spilt, the duties of a sister/motherly/wife was passed on to me. And if anyone thinks its perfectly normal - WELL, YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T KNOW THE FUCKING LIFE OF MINE TO JUDGE!

From office matters to family, everything is my RESPONSIBILITIES! And i still have to find time to GROW UP! If i did anything right, it was my job and when i did anything wrong, or perhaps things that i can't control, then it's all my fault! I think i really did grow up VERY FAST! And when i see Mel or Kath taking their time to grow up with no Responsibilities, i tend to lose it! I get angry and frustrated. Like as if i live for them, for this family, for the office, for everything but myself!

And what makes it worst is when others ENVY the life i live. When people says things like - You so lucky, everything is plan so well for you! OR LIKE, you don't have to worry about your future, you have your dad, OR, you live a very good life - you have such a good lifestyle, have everything you want, snap your fingers and your dad will give you.
ALL I GOTTA SAY IS - FUCK YOU!

Yesh, i live a very good life, whatever i want i get. As long dad is around, money would be around, life would be around and i would live well! But it all comes with a price, I MAY HAVE A VERY GOOD FINANCIAL LIFE, BUT I DON'T HAVE A VERY HEALTHY LIFESTYLE. MY PARENTS ARE DIVORCE, I'M FORCE TO GROW UP QUICKLY, I HAVE TONS OF RESPONSIBILITIES AND PEOPLE LIKE DAD ARE JUST EAGERLY WAITING FOR ME TO HIT 21. IF I DIDN'T HAVE GAN MA AND GAN DIE, OR IF I DIDNT HAVE GOOD FRIENDS AROUND ME, I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT LIFE WOULD BE FOR ME!

I'm not trying to complaint anything. I'm happy with my current life, I have good friends that i can count on for support, i have a wonderful caring god-parents who love me unconditionally and who have change my life COMPLETELY! Not forgetting my god-grandparents and family there. I have a WONDERFUL DAD, although he can be demanding and expect loads from me, but i know he just wants everything to go well in life for us. And besides me, who else can he pass on the company to. I know he knows deep inside that i like to go out and start my own, but he doesn't have the strength to see the company go into others hands. Although i have a very selfish yet independent mum, i still have to thank her for the birth of myself and lastly my annoying yet terrible siblings who never fail to keep me entertain! From their love life, to school life.. Though i would still say they really grow up with no responsibilities and burden, i don't think deep inside i would want them to have that like me! I know how it feels to be pressured to grow up!

Seriously, i don't know why i'm RANDOMLY blogging about this. It just came into my mind and i just had the typing going! And i realize that ever since this blog was created, i have been blogging here instead of the other blog! But i know myself, it's just the start that i get enthu and then i'll just let the blog die slowly!

2009-08-31T11:55:00.001-07:00

2009-08-31T11:07:00.000-07:00

Why is being together with someone you like still makes you feel so tired?

Some people are a glass of warm water,
Some are like Lemon Coke,
Some Lemon Tea
Some Coffee, Some tea,
Some Milk and some Alcohol.
But the main point is "WHAT ARE YOU MOST COMPATIBLE WITH"?

Do you like someone who can calm your feelings like a glass of warm water?
Some one who will give you that little sourness in between that sweetness?
Someone who is very common like LEMON TEA?
Someone who is addictive like coffee and tea?
Someone who has a kiddish side like Milk, OR someone dangerous like Alcohol?

Everyone has an option with LOVE. However, when a person looks at someone else they understand fully but when they look at themselves they get confused. When i look at all my close friends who are in a relationship, i tend to know everything and learn from their experience. When they quarrel with their other halves, i tend to think how lucky i am. And then when it comes to questions containing to matters of the heart, i get confused. I tend to forget everything i tell others. The advice i offer them doesn't seem to work with me. The thinking i have in their story doesn't seem to remind me. I feel so lost, confused and frustrated! And MOST OF ALL, I DON'T FEEL MYSELF!

So, i think bottom line is that if you have it, you have to fully cherish it! Cherish everything you have! Cherish anything and everything!

Then again, talking is easy but putting it into action isn't!

2009-08-30T00:26:00.000-07:00

A NEW BLOG!

The sudden urge for a new blog after knowing that there was people whom i didn't welcome was reading my blog. Not that i don't know that whatever goes on the net is no longer any private matters, but i still felt like i should create another blog, and just leave this strictly private. Maybe only to those close few, AND PLEASE DON'T LINK ME IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE ONE OF THE "CLOSE FEWS"!

My previous blog is not close, it'll still be on to avoid suspicious. So, i'll blog on that too, just that whatever i blog here might be more "Inside matters", more "DIRTY LAUNDRY OF MYSELF", MORE JUICEY NEWS AND MORE OF MYSELF!

I did this blog all on my own, no help gotten. I think it isn't as bad for an IT IDIOT LIKE ME! I'm just going to fill this page up a little more, perhaps blog more often and then it would be as fresh as paper! (What a phrase!)

Exams are like so soon! Okay, Tuesday and Thursday to be exact! I'm so stuck cause i feel that i haven't been studying what i'm suppose to! Marketing shouldn't be that difficult i guess, but i know LAW IS A KILLER! I haven't been remembering all the cases and their names. But after Thursday, it's HEAVEN! These few days have been mugging with School-ies and co. We even caught "THE HOUSE ON THE LEFT" yesterday night. When Shine and me first went to search for movies to watch, we intially taught it was a M-18 horror show, but it turned out to be HORROR GORE AND THRILLING movie. There were so many bloody scenes with thrilling excitements.. All in all, still pretty alright, but it just sent butterflies up my tummy thinking about the scenes!

I wanna so watch Final Destination! And IT WOULD BE DA BOMB if i could watch it in 3D! Orphan is no longer showing in the cinemas :( crap shit! I wanted to catch that like so long ago, but no kakees! Gotta wait for the disc to be out then.

Dinner later. Mugging later. BYE for NOW!